banana pies & sprinkles :)

Pahingi.

2010-10-07T21:11:00.000-07:00

Ang daming taong nabuhay sa HINGI. Alam ko, mahilig din ako mang hingi o mang hiram. Pero araw arawin at yung palagi? Yung para bang, kakahingi mo lang kanina ah! Manghihingi ka nnman?! Tapos hindi mag tthank you pagkatapos humingi. Walastik noh!?

Naranasan mo na ba maging bangko ng pulbo? Ako. Naranasan ko na. At promise, nakaka leche. Kaya nga pag humihingi sila, tumutungo na lang ako. Monday-Friday nag dedeposit. Kamusta yon?! Wala man lang bang thank you?! Pulbo ko. Pero sila pa mas nakaka gamit. Like, watdapak! Sainyo? Kayo bumili, kayo bumili?

Syet yun pare. Minsan gusto ko ng ibasubo sakanila yung pulbo ko. Kainis eh. =))

survvv.

2010-08-31T06:32:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: RC Cola.
2. Last phone call: Bebe♥
3. Last text message: Bebe♥
4. Last song you listened to: CrushCrushCrush
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday :P

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: dumb yes.
7. Been cheated on: Yeah :'(
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hahaha yeeahh. oh well
9. Lost someone special: Yes :|
10. Been depressed: Yup ;(
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nah.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Baby blue
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: tons:)
16. Fallen out of love: nooo.
17. Laughed until you cried: MANY TiMES<3

18. Met someone who changed you: Yea :D

19. Found out who your true friends were: every fucking day. .

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Mhm. eat it biiiitch

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: on my FB friends list, yahh.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Idk Lol

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 maybe.

24. Do you have any pets: yes.

25. Do you want to change your name: naawww.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Idk. :)) Dinner, i guess

27. What time did you wake up today: 6am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: talking with bebe♥ on the phone

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: December 1 :D

30. Last time you saw your Mother: last week?

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: idk

32. What are you listening to right now: tv.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nah

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Idk exactly

35. Most visited webpage: idk facebook?

36. Whats your real name: Carla

37. Nicknames: cai. lala. carl. alet.

38. Relationship Status: Taken♥

39. Zodiac sign: Cancer

40. Male or female?: female.

41. Elementary?: Cubao Elem. School, St. Thomas More Academy

42. Middle School?: na

43. High school/college?: RMCHS

44. Hair colour: Black

45. Long or short: medium?

46. Height: 5'2? 5'3?

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: idk

48: What do you like about yourself?: :)

49. Piercings: none

50. Tattoos: none

51. Righty or lefty: ugh

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: nevaa.
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: cant remember
55. First sport you joined: idk XD
56. First vacation: IDK either
58. First pair of trainers: ahhaha

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: bread
60. Drinking: frap
61. I'm about to: do nothing
62. Listening to: tv.
63. Waiting on: this to be over &i may do another then shleepies.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes. someday.
65. Get Married?: yup.
66. Career?: something that makes me happy &successful:)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: lipssss
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: both
70. Older or Younger: my age or older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantically spontaneous! :D
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: either.
73. Sensitive or loud: loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship :)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: in btwn.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nah
77. Drank hard liquor: liquorrr bby!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i dont wear em.
79. Had sex on the first date: nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe.
82. Been arrested: nooo.
83. Turned someone down: duh. lol
84. Cried when someone died: yes. :(
85. Fallen for a friend?: ehhh kinda?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: always.
87. Miracles: idk.
88. Love at first sight: no man thats some lu$t shiiiiet lol
89. Heaven: YES
90. Santa Claus: haha no.
91. Kiss on the first date: maybe if im feelin it:)
92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: wtf noooo.
95. Did you sing today?: yup.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Noooo
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I wont.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: I dont know.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: naw.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: idk

2010-08-30T17:56:00.000-07:00

Kasi Mahal kita.

Paulit ulit na lang. Pansin ko lang. Tuwing gumagawa ka ng isang bagay na nakakasakit saakin, minsan parang ako pa ang may kasalanan. Ikaw na ang nakasakit. Ikaw pa ang nagalit.

Ako na ang nasaktan, ako na ang ginawan ng mali, ako pa ang humingi ng tawad sa kabila ng lahat. Ako pa ang umako ng mga kasalanan mo. Alam mo kung bakit? Simple lang. Kasi mahal kita.

Minsan, hindi ko na magawang magalit, hindi ko na magawang ipaglaban sarili ko, kasi ano? Magagalit ka. Na dapat ang ginagawa mo ay humihingi ng tawad. Imbis na iyon ang gawin mo, ano? Bibitawan mo pa ko ng masasakit na salita. Pero okay lang, kayang kaya kong tiisin yun para sayo. Kasi mahal kita.

Yung mga kasalanan mo, paulit ulit na lang. Madami pang kasalanan, try mo naman. :p

Nag sosorry ka sakin, pinangako mo na di mo na uulitin. Pero ano? Ano ginawa mo? Inulit mo pa din. Ako namang si tanga, pinatawad ka pa din. Kasi mahal kita.

Para saan nga ba ang sorry? Bakit nga ba sinasabi ang sorry? Para hindi na maulit yung ginawa mong kasalanan? O para ulitin lang uli?.

Dumating yung oras na, hindi ko na talaga kaya. Na sobrang nahihirapan na ko. Sobrang pagod na ko. Pero di ako nagpatalo sa pagod ko. ;) Kasi mahal kita. Kasi kahit ilang beses mo kong saktan, kahit paulit ulit mong gawin yan. Mahal pa din kita. At hinding hindi na magbabago yun.

Oo, selosa ako. Inaamin ko minsan yung selos ko wala sa lugar.

Pero sorry, mahal kasi kita. At takot akong mapasaya ka ng iba at makalimutan mo na kung pano kita napasaya.

Sana yung mga promise mo sakin tuparin mo. :) GAWIN mo.

Kasi yung promise ko sayong FOREVER? Kayang kaya kong tuparin yun, basta anjan ka lang, sa tabi ko, at hindi ako iiwan. :]

♥para kay Choi.

2010-08-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

27 WAYS T0 MAKE A GiRL SMiLE ♥

1. tell her she is beautiful, not hott or fine.

2. hold her hand at any moment you can.

3. kiss her on the forehead.

4. leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don't let her go.

6. recognize the small things. . they usually mean the most.

7. call her sweetie, not baby.

8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with.

10. write her notes [ she loves them ] .

11. introduce her to family&friends as your girlfriend.

12. play with her hair & if it smells good tell her.

13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.

14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she

will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.

15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes.

16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because

you miss her.

17. let her fall asleep in your arms.

18. carve your names into a tree.

19. if shes mad, kiss her.

20. give her piggyback rides.

21. bring her flowers just because.

22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

23. let her take as many pictures as she wants.

24. slow dance with her even if there isn't music playing.

25. kiss her in the rain.

26. take long walks on the beach at night with her.

27. and most importantly if you love her, tell her

hey hey hey!

2010-08-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

Okay. Its time to be more active.

Swear! I'll be posting again tomorrow.. I mean later. Cause it's 12am already.

PROMISE ♥ :) I'll be posting more often now.

PRISON vs SCHOOL

2010-07-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

Prison Vs. School

In prison: you spend the majority of your time in an 8x10 cell.

In school: you spend most of your time at a desk that sticks to your butt.

In prison: you get three meals a day.

In school: you only get a break for 1 meal and you have to pay for it.

In prison: you get time off for good behavior.

In school: you get rewarded for good behavior by being called the teacher's pet.

In prison: a guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you.

In school: you get locked out of your classroom from the inside.

In prison: you can watch TV and play games.

In school: you get detention for playing games.

In prison: you get your own toilet.

In school: you have to share and wait your turn in line.

In prison: they allow your family and friends to visit.

In school: you cannot even speak to your family and friends.

In prison: you spend most of your life looking through bars from the inside wanting to get out.

In school: you spend most of your time wanting to get out and go inside bars.

survvv.

2010-07-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

Everything happens for a reason. Tears eventually fade & one day everything will be how it's supposed to be. Moving on is a process & you have to promise yourself that you're really ready to let go.

Cannot, Do Not, Will Not, Will, Do, Can.By Gryffindork731

I Cannot.
1. Drive Stick.
2. Sleep with my door open.
3. Hold a grudge.
4. Play sports.
5. Tie my shoes one particular way.
6. Whistle.
7. Roll my R’s.
8. Snap with one hand.
9. Run for long periods of time.
10. Watch gory movies.

I Do Not.
1. Believe in ghosts.
2. Go to church weekly.
3. Hate our President.
4. Have a boy/girlfriend.
5. Want one.
6. Like cats.
7. Shop for brand names.
8. Watch a lot of television.
9. Have any numbers on speed dial.
10. Use T9.

I Will Not.
1. Get a tattoo.
2. Try drugs or cigarettes.
3. Abandon plans.
4. Stay completely silent during a movie.
5. Become overweight when I get older.
6. Cheat on a significant other.
7. Bungee Jump.
8. Watch Glee.
9. Go out with unwashed hair.
10. Be the first to call.

I can.
1. Make a clover with my tongue.
2. Get ready for school in fifteen minutes or less.
3. Vote.
4. Sleep soundly after watching horror movies.
5. Find my way around my house with my eyes closed.
6. Watch Rated R Movies without a parent or guardian.
7. Type without looking at the keyboard.
8. Read music.
9. Make friends easily.
10. Do twenty push ups.

I Will.
1. Make executive decisions.
2. Take charge of a group.
3. Be honest with my friends.
4. Crack my knuckles if I’m nervous.
5. Laugh at any joke.
6. Pet any dog I see.
7. Smile at strangers.
8. Stay up late for no reason.
9. Put my friends first on my priority list.
10. Answer my cell phone after two rings if I’m expecting a call.

I Do.
1. Believe in karma.
2. Sing in the shower.
3. Go outside for at least a half hour each day.
4. Want to travel a lot.
5. Become obsessed with books/movies easily.
6. Love learning about American History.
7. Buy too much clothes.
8. Save my money.
9. Want a new computer.
10. Have faith in humanity.

Hey kid.

2010-07-25T03:17:00.000-07:00

Here is what little kids think Love is..

1. When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love . Rebecca - age 8

2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - age 4

3. Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari - age 5

4. Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give youu any of theirs. Chrissy - age 6

5. Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri - age 4

6. Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy, and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny - age

7. Love is when you kiss all the time. Then, when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and youu talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss. Emily - age 8

8. Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening the presents and listen. Bobby - age 7

9. If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend you hate. Nikki - age 6

10. Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, and then he wears it everyday. Noelle - age 7

11. Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know eachother so well. Tommy - age 6

12. During my piano recital, I was on stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore. Cindy - age 8

13. My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see any one else kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - age 6

14. Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken. Elaine - age 5

15. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he's more handsomer than Robert Redford. Chris - age 7

16. Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day. Mary Ann - age 4

17. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. Karen - age 7

18. Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn't think that it`s gross. Mark - age 6

19. You really shouldn't say " I love you " unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it alot. People forget. Jessica - age 8.

2010-07-14T00:33:00.001-07:00

Reasons why not to mess with children.

A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its! throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him".

A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, "They will in a minute."

A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year olds. After explaining the commandment to "honor" thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, "Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?" Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a family) answered, "Thou shall not kill."

The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. "Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a

doctor.' A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher, she's dead."

A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, "Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face." "Yes," the class said. "Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my feet?" A little fellow shouted, "Cause your feet ain't empty."

The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: "Take only ONE. God is watching." Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note, "Take all you want. God is watching the apples."

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oh btw, ill be posting my MACAU - HK post soooooon :]

huh.

2010-07-02T22:43:00.000-07:00

BASIC INFORMATION

Name: Cai.

Birthday: July 21st

Shoe Size: 7 and a half.

Hair Colour: Black :)

Eye Colour: Black.

Relationship Status: Taken & happy :)

Zodiac: Cancer

FAVOURITES

Colour: Pink. White. Red & Sky blue.

Male Celebrity: Josh Hartnett. Leonardo DiCaprio. TaylorLautner

Female Celebrity: Anyone.

Shoes: Comfy shoes.

Brand: HotKiss

Book: Felicity Wisher

Sport: Badminton. :P Lol. But I like Soccer.

TV Show: Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

Drink: Soda. Smoothies.

Food: I dont like fish.

Gum: Any!

NAME SOMETHING THAT STARTS WITH

A: apples? :P

B: bracelets.

C: corn.

D: diaper.

E: excite.

F: forgive.

G: grandma.

H: hollaback girl.

I: invitation.

J: jumping jacks.

K: kelly pickler.

L: lambs wool.

M: manny.

N: neptune.

O: oasis.

P: pretty in pink.

Q: quirk.

R: reluctant.

S: salsa.

T: the ting tings.

U: umbrella.

V: violet.

W: wammy bar.

X: X marks the spot.

Y: yoyo.

Z: zoo.

FIRST PERSON YOU THINK OF

Food: Tracy. :P

Fashionista: Khaye

Tall: Joshua ♥

Short: Elaiza :P

Fat: Tracy =))

Gorgeous: Julienne

Best Friend: Tracy.

Silly: Kamille

Retarded: Eunice. Haha

Fun: Maia

Cute: Joshua

Hot: CHOI!

LOVE

Have a Crush: Yep.

Do they like you back: I guess so

Or are you in a Relationship Now: Yes

If Someone Likes You: awesome.

Prefer Tall or Short: dont matter.

5..

5 FAVOURITE MOVIES

1. Titanic

2. Pearl Harbor

3. Karate Kid

4. PS I love you

5. Twilight

5 FAVOURITE CELEBRITIES

1. Kim Kardashian

2. Megan Fox

3. Ashton Kutcher

4. Taylor Lautner

5. Miranda Kerr

5 REASONS TO LIKE SOMEONE

1. cute

2. nice smile.

3. good sense of humor.

4. respectful.

5. has alot in common with you.

5 THINGS YOU FIND IN YOUR ROOM

1. clothes all over the floor.

2. papers.

3. stuff toys.

4. my bed.

5. more papers.

5 THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT

1. music.

2. friends & bf.

3. food.

4. family.

5. my phone.

5 BEST SONGS

1. "What Hurts The Most"

2. "Stolen"

3. "The Man Who Cant Be Moved"

4. “Famous Last Words"

5. "Let It Slide"

5 BEST ARTISTS/BANDS

1. Rascal Flatts

2. Ciara

3. The Script

4. Okay fine. Justin Bieber

5. Super Junior

5 BEST STORES

1. Hot Kiss

2. Bench

3. Jag

4. Mud

5. Penshoppe

hm...

2010-06-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

I wonder.....

♥ Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak?

♥ Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough?

♥ Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?

♥ Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle?

♥ Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

♥ Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

♥ Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

♥ Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

♥ Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"?

♥ If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes?

♥ Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?

♥ Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale?

♥ Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

♥ Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance?

♥ Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end you first try?

♥ How do those dead bugs get into those enclosed light fixtures?

♥ When we are in the supermarket and someone rams our ankle with a shopping cart then apologizes for doing so, why do we say, "It's all right?" Well, it isn't all right so why don't we say, "That hurt, you stupid idiot?"

♥ Why is it that whenever you attempt to catch something that's falling off the table you alwaysmanageto knock something else over?

♥ In winter why do we try to keep the house as warm as it was in summer when we complained about the heat?

♥ How come you never hear father-in-law jokes?

♥ If at first you don't succeed, shouldn't you try doing it like your wife told you to do it?

♥ And obviously if at first you don't succeed, then don't take up sky diving!

♥ The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four persons is suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best friends, if they're okay, then it's you.

2010-06-29T02:43:00.001-07:00

Every Girls Dream

1. Get kissed in the rain

2. Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall

3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world

4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs

5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear

6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each others' eyes

7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.

8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about

9. Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you

10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.

11. A guy who squeezes your hand

12. A boy that says he loves you and means it

13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window

14. A guy who is loyal

15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.

16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.

17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy

18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.

19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make you smile

20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends

21. A boy that tells you everything honestly

22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family

23. A guy that will always let you win

24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against

25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been

26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better

27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet

28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with

29. A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you

30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.

31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.

32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.

33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.

34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.

learn.

2010-06-27T19:40:00.000-07:00

TWENTY ONE LESSONS

One. Give people more than they expected and do it cheerfully.

Two. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

Three. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

Four. When you say "I LOVE YOU", mean it.

Five. When you say "I'M SORRY", look the person in the eye.

Six. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

Seven. Believe in love at first sight.

Eight. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

Nine. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but its the only way to live life completely.

Ten. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

Eleven. Don't judge people by their relatives.

Twelve. Talk slowly but think quickly

Thirteen. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

Fourteen. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

Fifteen. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

Sixteen. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

Seventeen. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

Eighteen. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

Nineteen. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

Twenty. Smile when picking up the phone. The call will hear it in your voice.

Twenty-one. Spend some time alone.

2010-06-26T18:33:00.000-07:00

What Kind Of Girl Are You In A Relationship?

[Brought To You By: wearethekira]

Shy Girl

1. You haven't been in a lot of relationships.

2. People have asked you to speak up because they couldn't hear what you were saying.

3. You get nervous when meeting new people.

4. You're not good at talking to guys you like.

5. You have trouble making new friends.

6. With a group of friends, you are usually the one who doesn't add much to the conversation.

Total: TWO

The Girl With Low Self-Esteem

1. You are not happy with your appearance.

2. You don't think you're good enough for any guy.

3. You don't bother trying to get a date because you know you don't have a chance.

4. You think people are lying when they compliment you.

5. You are not satisfied with your weight.

6. Sometimes you wish you were someone else.

Total: ONE

The Girl Who Is Too Obsessive

1. You like to know where your boyfriend is at all times.

2. You get jealous easily.

3. You tell your boyfriend what he is and isn't allowed to do.

4. Sometimes you message/text/call your boyfriend too much.

5. You've followed a boyfriend before because you thought he was cheating.

6. You have trouble keeping a boyfriend.

Total: FOUR

Flirty Girl

1. You are obsessed with cute guys.

2. You have or would cheat on a boyfriend.

3. You can't be happy with just one guy.

4. You have been known to flirt a lot.

5. What your boyfriend doesn't know won't hurt him.

6. A lot of guys think you're attractive.

Total: ONE

Confused Girl

1. Your relationship status is complicated.

2. You don't know what kind of guy you want.

3. You're not good at making decisions.

4. You've thought you were in love but really weren't.

5. You get confused easily.

6. You are always changing your mind.

Total: TWO

The Needy Girl

1. You've been badly hurt after a breakup.

2. You depend too much on others.

3. You would do anything for a boyfriend if it meant making him happy.

4. Your boyfriend is a huge priority.

5. You can't stand being away from your boyfriend.

6. You would accept anyone who asked you out.

Total:FOUR

Playgirl

1. You have been in a lot of relationships.

2. You have hooked up with someone just for sex.

3. Most of your relationships weren't serious.

4. You don't really care if you break someone's heart.

5. You are good at getting guys.

6. You are not a virgin.

Total: ZERO

The Future-Seeking Girl

1. You have thought you found "the one" before.

2. You have imagined what you and your boyfriend's kids will look like.

3. You want to get married.

4. You want kids.

5. You like serious, long term relationships.

6. You and a boyfriend have talked about your future together.

Total: SIX! :P

The Attention-Seeking Girl

1. You love attention.

2. You have faked an illness or made a story up to get someone's attention.

3. You love receiving gifts more than giving them.

4. You love PDA.

5. You hate it when your boyfriend pays more attention to someone else rather than you.

6. You would date someone even if you didn't like them.

Total: ONE

The Dominator

1. You hate it when you don't get your way.

2. You wear the pants in your relationship.

3. Your boyfriend would do anything for you.

4. You are spoiled.

5. You love to be in control of things.

6. You are usually the one to plan the things you and your boyfriend do.

Total: TWO

You are: The Future Seeking Girl. :))

Do you agree? Wellll alright :)

2010-06-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

When you light those candles

Up there on that mantle, setting the mood

Well, I just lie there staring

Silently preparing to love on you

Well, I can feel the heat from across the room

Ain't it wild what a little flame can make you wanna do

[Chorus]

I melt every time you look at me that way

It never fails, anytime, any place

This burn in me is the coolest thing I've ever felt

I melt

Don't know how you do it

I love the way I lose it, every time

What's even better

Is knowing that forever you're all mine

The closer you get, the more my body aches

One little stare from you is all it takes

[Chorus]
I melt every time you look at me that way
It never fails, anytime, any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing I've ever felt
I melt

I melt every time you look at me that way
It never fails, anytime, any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing I've ever felt
I melt

Every time you look at me that way

I melt, I melt

~ I MELT by RASCAL FLATTS :)

Okay. This song is really nice. Well, all of their songs are so heart-melting.

You should really listen to their music. Some of it are perfect for a wedding song. :)

♥♥

dear boyfriend,

2010-06-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

dear boyfriend,

I could write pages and pages about you. So I will try to make this short as possible. You have been a huuuuge part of my life for the past 6 months, and I know that you'll always be a huuge part of me no matter what. Are you kidding me? You've basically been all my life. You and I have been through things that people couldn't even imagine. We both know that there are some people who thinks that we're not right for each other. Thank you for staying here by my side and proved them wrong. Thank you for promising me "forever". I know that "forever" is a long time but that just doesn't seem like a long enough time to be with you. Thank you for making me smile even though im so down. Thank you for being patient and understanding, I really appreciate your efforts just to be with me.. or just even see me for a minute. Im sorry if I always get mad.. the truth is, Im really not mad. I just want you to do sweet stuffs to me :D I hope throughout the rest of our teenage years, we can forgive and forget all of our mistakes that we're bound to have, and we can build our relationship to be something stronger, and something that will last for the rest of our lives. For now, I am content of what I have.. and that is you. You are really the man I want to be with, through sickness and health, for richer or for poorer. I dont want to say those vows to anyone else.. Just you.

But if we somehow go opposite ways, I want you to know that you have made the biggest impact on my life out of anyone in this entire world. And I will always be here for you, no matter what. You mean everything to me, and I cant thank you enough for staying with me through everything. I will always love you.. :)

p.s i love you :)

:)

2010-06-18T21:37:00.000-07:00

Name: Carla

A rap song: Whatever You Like

A song by Fergie: Fergielicious

A vegetable: Carrot

A band: MCR

A flower: Santan

A male name: Conner

A female name: Cassie

A stereotype: Prep

A sexual position: uhh.

A previous president: Arroyo

A book: Diary Of A Wimpy Kid

An artist: Di Vinci

A letter: C

A number: 1

An instrument: Piano

A website: Blogspot

A beverage: Mug

A designer clothing company: Chanel

A clothing company: Lacoste

A fast food chain: Taco Bell

A restaurant: Ittalianis

A city in New York: New York

A city in California: Los Angeles

A city in Colorado: Pheonix

A city in Florida: Miami

A city in Michigan: Auburn Hills

A song by Eminem: Beautiful

A song by Carrie Underwood: Jesus Take The Wheel

A song by Fall out boy: Sugar we're going down

A song by Painc! at the disco: I Write Sins Not Tragedies

A song by Avril Lavigne: Girlfriend

A month: July

A day of the week: Friday

A fruit: Banana

A body part: Eyes

A piercing: Belly button

A movie: P.S I Love You

A horror movie: Friday The 13th

An amusement park: idk

A car: Ferrari

A continent: Asia

A country: Philippines

A friend: Tracy

A school subject: English

A color: Pink

A job: Doctor

Your favorite eye color: Brown

A sport: Football

The color of your fingernails: none

The last thing you ate: Chocs.

The last song you heard: I Dont Need A Man

A holiday: Christmas

A dance: JS Prom

An ex: Rjhay

A religion: Christian

A computer brand: Dell

A TV show: Everybody Loves Raymond

THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING (;

2010-06-11T00:02:00.000-07:00

1. falling in love

2. hearing your favorite song on the radio

3. lying in bed, listening to the rain outside

4. milkshakes

5. bubble baths

6. giggling

7. long conversations late at night

8. the beach

9. running through sprinklers

10. laughing at inside jokes

11. laughing at yourself

12. laughing so hard that you cant breathe

13. laughing for absolutely no reason at all

14. just plain laughing

15. having someone tell you you're beautiful

16. friends

17. accidently overhearing someone say something nice about you

18. first kisses

19. waking up and realizing that you still have a few hours to sleep

20. making friends or spending time with old ones

21. sweet dreams

22. hot chocolate

23. road trips

24. making chocolate chip cookies

25. holding hands with someone that you care about ♥

26. watching sunsets/sunrises

27. knowing that somebody misses you

28. kissing in the rain

29. being in the arms of the one that you love

30. dancing in the rain

31. going to the movies

32. pictures that remind you of good memories

33. sleeping in

34. cuddling

35. making a fool of yourself and not caring what other people think because you're having wayyy too much fun

2010-06-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

Miranda Kerr♥ I so love her!

First of all

Your name: Cai

Age: 14

Gender: Obviously

Sexual Preference: Straight

The Exes

How many exes do you have? 6

Name them: Jian, Rio, Lloyd, June, Ken, Rjhay.

Who did you go out with for the longest amount of time? Rjhay.

Shortest? Rio

Do you still talk to any of your exes? Yes, ken & rjhay.

Still feeling anything for any of them? Naaaa.

Which was your most significant relationship? Rjhay

Relationships Gone Bad

Who is your worst ex? Hm. I think Jian or Rio.

What went so wrong wit the relationship? Everything

Would you ever consider going back to that person? No!

Why or why not? Because things just got blown way out of proportion

and they could never be the same.

We're you inlove with them? Before, yes

If so, was it unrequited or did they love you back? I don't know, i never really asked.

When did you break up? I forgot. Way back then.

How long were you together for? A month.

Do you still miss this person? No

Still think about them? No

Dream about them? No.

Long for them? NO!

Do you two still speak? Nope...

If you could change one thing about the relationship, what would it be? Idk, im happy with my life now.

Would you like to try again? No.

Why or why not? Idk

Do you forgive them? No.

Current love life

Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? Yes :)

Where did you meet? School

How long have you been together? Six months.

What is their name? Choi

What is their age? Sixteen

Who asked who out? Him.. I think.

Who liked who first? Idk :P I think, he's the first one

Did you two date before you became a couple? Naa.

What attracted you to this person? His eyes. :">

Worst quality? I dont wanna say it

How do you feel about your relationship with them? Happy.

What was your first kiss like? It was like.. woah.

What is the strongest part of your relationship? Everything

Weakest? My jealousy

Were you sexually attracted to them the first time you laid eyes on them? Not really

Do you remember the exact date you became official? Ever? December 1 2009

When was the last time you saw them? Yesterday

Have you told them you loved them? Yes

Have they told you? Yes

Describe this person in one sentence: My everything :)

Is this the most meaningful relationship you've been in? I think so.

How often do you two fight? Uhhh

When was the last time you fought? Idk

How do you usually make up? Sorries

Have you ever cried in front of them? No

What PDAs are you two fond of? Holding hands, kiss on the cheek.

Do you feel this relationship will last? YES :D

Thoughts on love

Do you believe in soulmates? Yes.

Should gay couples be allowed to adopt? Absolutely.

Why/why not? Because they're just as capable of raising a child as anyone else.

Should they be allowed to marry? Definitely.

Do you want to get married? Yeah.

Do you believe that open relationships are okay? No.

Have you ever had a one night stand? Nope.

What are your feelings on casual sex? Whatever.

Im missin' you.. :)

2010-06-10T02:50:00.000-07:00

So Im with my oppa a while ago... :) Just sitting there in bernardo park with him while watching the kids playing badminton. I super missed him.. as in SUPER talaga. We'll meet again bukas. :)

As you can see, my updates are just random stuffs.. Cause Im planning to post a real post when school starts. Btw, school's on 15.. Im excited. :D Sana pang hapon pa din kami. :( Pati mga 4th year, so I can see my oppa more often. :D Hihi.

Ayun... ayun lang. :P

Searching for some random stuffs. :)

I'll try to post again later. Mwa!

Do you like my new skin? :D

Wahihihi.

50 Things You Should Know About Guys

2010-06-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

^ he looks so freaking cute :D

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. "Hey are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" - two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex-love interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Dont talk about all your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?.. Uh, never mind" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for anyway.

16. Girls are guy's weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. Its good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your bestfriend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You dont need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationship.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls, they rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

25. Guys think way too much. One small thing a girl does, even if he doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys, because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then they're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been inlove and hurt, he wont be mature and grow up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with girls.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experiences not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and spazzing inside.

35. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

36. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

27. Guys dont really have final decisions.

38. If a guy stars to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it doesn, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys dont like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Dont be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are draw even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

How to decifer "GIRL TALK" :)

2010-06-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

Fine - This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut youu up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. This will cause yoou to have one of those arguments.

Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your basketball game is going to last before you do whatever it is she wants you to do.

Nothing - This means something. Be on your toes. Nothing is usually used to describe the feeling she has for wanting to rip your face off. Nothing usually signifies an argument that will last five minutes & end with the word fine.

Go Ahead (Raised Eyebrow) - Translation: "I dare you." This will result in her getting mad over nothing & will end up with the word fine.

Go Ahead (Normal Eyebrows) - Translation: "I give up" or "Do what you want, I dont care." You will get a go ahead with raised eyebrows in just a few minutes, followed by nothing & fine. She will talk to you in about five minutes when she cools off.

Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but it is still a verbal statement misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are a moron at the moment and wonders why she's wasting her time arguing with you over nothing.

Soft Sigh (again not a word, but you know..) - She is content. Your best bet is not to talk or move or breathe and she will stay content.

Ooh - This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example: "Oh, well, I just talked to him about what you were doing last night." If she says OH before any statement, run --do not walk-- to the nearest exit.

That's Ok - This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can say to a man. That's okay means that she wants to thing long and hard before repaying you for whatever it is that you did wrong. You do not want to be there when that happens.

Please Do - This is not a statement, it's an offer. She's giving you the opportunity to come up with whatever lame-ass excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is you've done. You have a fair change to tell the truth here. Be very careful and you shouldn't get "that's okay".

Thanks - She's thanking you. Don't feel faint, just say "You're welcome".

Thanks a lot - This longer phrase is not to be confused with thanks. She'll say "thanks a lot" when she's actually seriously peeved at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way and will generally be followed by the loud sigh. Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the loud sigh, or she will say, "Nothing", and raise her eyebrows.

2010-06-03T04:50:00.000-07:00

30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS... FROM A GUY'S POINT OF VIEW

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house... they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything and anything. Trust me, they will find out.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you didn't.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really... most of them are not offended by it
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..
11.5 Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You're deat meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don't flirt with their moms... that's just freaky.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so being understanding.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their God damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
29. If you think the relationshop isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

2010-05-31T18:20:00.001-07:00

APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER

NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement job history, lineage,and current medical report from your doctor.

1. NAME _______________________________

DATE OF BIRTH ________________

2. HEIGHT __________ WEIGHT __________

IQ _______ GPA________

3. SOCIAL SECURITY # _________________

DRIVERS LICENSE # ___________________

4. BOY SCOUT RANK ___________________________

5. HOME ADDRESS ________________

CITY/STATE ___________ ZIP ___________

6. Do you have one MALE and one FEMALE parent?__________ If No, EXPLAIN __________________________

7. Number of years your parents have been married _________________

8. Do you own a van? _______ A truck with oversized tires? ________ A waterbed? ________ Do you have an earring, nose ring, or belly button ring? ________ A tattoo? ________ (If "yes" to any of #8, discontinue application and leave premises)

9. In 50 words or less, what does "LATE" mean to you?_____________________________________________

10. In 50 words or less, what does "DON'T TOUCH MY DAUGHTER" mean to you? _____________________________________________

11. In 50 words or less, what does "ABSTINENCE" mean to you? _____________________________________________

12. Do you attend church _____________

How often do you attend ______________

13. When would be the best time to interview your father, mother and priest/rabbi/minister? ___________________________

14. Answer by filling in the blank: please answer freely. ALL answers are confidential (That means I won't tell anyone - ever - I promise.)

(a ) If I were shot, the last place on my body I would want wounded is _____________

(b ) If I were beaten, the last bone I would want broken is my _____________________

(c ) A woman's place is in the _____________________

(d ) The one thing I hope this application does not ask me about is _________________

(e ) When I first meet a girl, the first thing I notice about her is her ______________ (NOTE: If your answer begins with "T", "A" or "B" and/or is located anywhere below the neck, discontinue. Leave premises keeping your head low and running in a serpentine fashion is advised.)

15. What do you want to be IF you grow up?__________________________________

I SWEAR THAT ALL INFORMATION SUPPLIED ABOVE IS TRUE AND CORRECT TO THE BEST OF MY KNOWLEDGE UNDER PENALTY OF DEATH, DISMEMBERMENT, NATIVE AMERICAN ANT TORTURE, ELECTROCUTION, CHINESE WATER TORTURE, RED HOT POKERS, AND HILLARY CLINTON KISS TORTURE.

___________________________________ Signature ( That means your name, moron)

Thank you for your interest. Please allow four to six years for processing. You will be notified in writing if you are approved. Please do not try to call or write (since you probably can't and it would cause you injury). If your application is rejected, you will be notified by two gentlemen wearing white ties and carrying violin cases (You might want to watch your back).

your love your love is my drugg :)

2010-05-30T05:10:00.000-07:00

^ she looks cute :D

School days are getting nearer. :) And im sooo excited! Still dont know what my section is, i'll check it on June 7. Haaa, cant wait to meet new friends. Dati parang ayoko pa mag third year, pero ngayon? Nako. :)) I cant believe na third year na ko agad. Parang kailan lang grade 6 pa lang ako. :)) Im growing up FAST. I mean, really. Feel ko din nag mamature na ko. Wahaha. Dati fave ko ang Pink, pero ngayon Im loving RED. :p Iba na din ang feeling. Im really growing up.

So ayun.. I haven't been feeling okay this past few weeks. Para akong may lagnat na ewan. =)) LOL. Gusto ko na magpasukan! Para may pera na. =)) Swear, mag iipon na talaga ako ngayon. XD

just some survey.

2010-05-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

What song do you have the urge to listen to right now?  the ghost of you - my chemical romance
What song are you listening to now? the music from the tv.
What is the one thing you would like to tell all the bulletin stalkers out there?  er. whattt?
Where are you from?  Philippines :)
Where do you live?  Cubao, Qc
What is the strangest place you've ever been?  idk
Craziest thing you've done, drunk?  talk nonsense, dance like a fool. :))
Craziest thing you've done, sober?  idk
Describe your inner and outer circle of friends?  they are the bomb
Describe your love life?  happy :)
Have you ever written a survey?  naa
Have any frenemies?  yes :))
Have any enemies? sure, i guess.
Give yourself a label (emo, jock, prep):  ME :)
One word to describe yourself:  Unique.
One word that is the exact opposite of your personality:  Fake
Where are you in your schooling?  3rd year hs.
Biggest influence on your life (other than family/significant others)  bestest.
Are you watching TV?  not really. but the tv is on.
If so, what's on?  fairly odd parents
Have you ever been to Wisconsin?  no
London? no
Amsterdam?  no
California?  no
South Dakota?  no
Las Vegas? no
Florida?  no
Why did you fall in love with/get a crush on that special someone?  idk, theres something about him . :D
Ever been in a sorority/fraternity? yes, and i regret it.
Favorite drink, non-alcoholic?  coke. water.
 Favorite drink, alcoholic? Vodka.
What drugs (legal or not) do you keep in your purse, glove compartment, etc? sensedol.
Favorite Gatorade flavor?  the blue one
Favorite Jelly Belly flavor?  what was that, cherry? idk. something like that.
Favorite Starburst Flavor?  pink
Favorite Salad Dressing? caesar.
How do you feel about white nail polish?  great.
Ever played Guitar Hero?  yeah. and i love it.
If so, what level do you play? hard.
If you were a character on Friends, who would you be?  rachel
How many trophies do you own?   none.
Any medals?  sure. :)
Do you usually sit in first class, business, or economy?  economy and business. :)
When you were young, what did you want to do with your life?  fashion designer. and i think i still want to be.
What are you pursuing now?  idk.
What would you want to name future children if you were to have any (more)? Idk yet.. Something that starts with C or R. :)

me and my baby :)

2010-05-27T23:00:00.000-07:00

This was taken on my oppa's bday. :) May 20 2010.

Here's my oppa.. striking a pose. He looks like a girl. T.T =))

^^ these two are my fave pics. :) he looks so cute. ♥

And here are some pictures of us together...

Hihi. There are some pictures on my fb. I didnt post it all here. I just posted my faves. :D

I super loooooove him :)

becauseofyou (:

2010-05-23T03:51:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE OF YOU -
AFTER SCHOOL

아직도…나 그대를…잊지 못해
I never forget …
boy I never forget … boy

헤어진지 벌써 몇 년이 지났는지 몰라
그대 생각만하면 자꾸 눈물만 흘러
오늘따라 왜 그렇게 네가 보고플까
창 밖의 빗소리가 내 맘을 흔들어놔

사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파

난 항상 너만의 장미가
되려던 내 맘을 아니
이제 조각난 사랑의
마침표가 됐다는 걸
눈물이 밀려와
메마른 입술이 젖어
이제 어떡해
그댈 잊을 수 없어

*너 때문에 많이도 울었어 (매일 밤 난~)
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어 (그대 때문에)
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어 (Wooh boy ~)
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두 다 잃었어
정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해 막막막해
너 없는 세상이
내 맘을 씹어놓고
자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고
왜 나를 떠나가

그날도 비가 왔었지
한참을 그댄 말없이
나를 바라보기만 했어 어어어어
흔들리는 눈빛과
애써 짓는 어색한 미소가
이별을 얘기해줘 줘줘줘줘

사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파

Rap)
나보고 떠나라고 할 땐 언제고
떠난다니까 어쩌고
미친 사람 취급만해
정말 힘들어 boy slow down
아무런 말도 못한 채 울어
cause I want to stay next to u
my luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

너 때문에 많이도 울었어 (매일 밤 난~)
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어 (그대 때문에)
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어 (Wooh boy ~)
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두 다 잃었어
정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해 막막막해 너 없는 세상이
내 말맘을 씹어놓고 자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고 왜 나를 떠나가

I miss u… I need u… 꿈속에선 아직도 I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u… 시간을 되돌려 wanna kiss u again ma boy…
맘이 너무 아픈데
견디기 괴로운데
너는 어디서 뭘하니 (나 울었어 참 많이)
너 없인 난 못살어
내게로 돌아와줘
날 떠나가지마

너 때문에 많이도 울었어 (예~)
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어 (많이도 웃었어 난~)
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어 (오~예~) ~
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두다 잃었어 (너 때문에 나~)
정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해 막막막해 너 없는 세상이
내 말맘을 씹어놓고 자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고 왜 나를 떠나가

TRANSLATION :

I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

YOU & I ♥

2010-05-19T00:38:00.000-07:00

You & I by Park Bom of 2ne1 ♥

i love this song. :)
have you seen my large mp3 player above? haha. my blog's a mess.
this song is included in that player.
hope you like it!

survey

2010-05-07T18:31:00.000-07:00

Favorite Movie
1. What is its title? Titanic
2. When was it made? 1997
3. Did you see it in theaters? Nope. :) Im still a toddler back then.
4. What actors play in it? Leonardo DiCaprio, Kate Weinslet
5. Who is your favorite character? Jack&Rose♥
6. What is its rating? PG-13
7. How many times have you seen it? For like, more than 5 times.
8. What is your favorite quote from the movie? "He saved me in every way that a person can be saved." :)
10. Who is the main character? Jack Dawson & Rose Dewitt Bukater.
11. Where/when does it take place? 1912-1914 , England & Atlantic Ocean.
12. What genre is it? Romantic Tragedy.
13. What makes you love it so much? First, i love everything about history. And its a very heartbreaking, heartmelting movie/story.
14. What is the funniest scene? Hmm. Its a serious type of movie, so idk if there's a funny scene.
16. What was its most intense scene? When the ship is starting to sink.
17. Do you own the soundtrack? Yes. :)
18. When was the last time you've seen it? Last month, i think.
19. Is it a popular movie? Yes. :)

Favorite Band
1. Who are they? My Chemical Romance♥
2. Who is the drummer? Bob Bryar
3. Lead singer? Gerard Way
4. Bassist? Mikey Way
5. Guitarist? Ray Toro is the lead guitarist.
6. Any others? Frank Iero is the rhythm.
7. What is your favorite song by them? I Dont Love You, Ghost of you & Disenchanted. :)
8. Have you seen them live? Noope. :(
9. What is your favorite album by them? Black Parade. lol.
10. Do you own each of their CDs? Yes.
11. What is their genre? AltRock, Emo, PopPunk, Post Hardcore.
12. How did you discover them? Their video, Ghost Of You :)
13. Do you have posters of them hanging up in your room? Naaaa. I just keep em.
14. Do you know the lyrics for all of their songs? Some of them.
15. Who is your favorite member? Gerard Way
16. What music video of them do you like the best? All of em.
17. Which of their songs have music videos? Many to mention.
18. Which is their loudest song? Idk.
19. Most quiet, soothing song? I think its Cancer.
20. Which song means the most to you? I Dont Love You.

Favorite TV Show (sorry to the people who watch reality shows, but you can still answer.)
1. What is it? My Wife & Kids
2. What channel does it play on? Star World.
3. Does it have a theme song? Naa. Dont think So
4. What time does it come on? I think 9 or 9:30 am. And on 4pm.
5. What day of the week is it on at? Every weekdays.
6. Do you own the DVDs? Nope.
7. Is it still running? Yes
8. How many seasons are there? Idk. They play episodes randomly.
9. What genre is it? Comedy.
10. Do you flip out if you miss it? Not really.
11. Who is your favorite character? All of them, the Kyle Family.
12. What's one question you would like to have answered? None.
13. What actors play in it? Damon Wayans, Tisha Campbell-Martin, George O. Gore II, Jennifer Freeman, Parker McKenna Posey.
14. Does it have good season finales? I think so.
15. Who watches the show with you? Just me. :)
16. What character would you love to kill off? None. Haha.
17. Does this show make you laugh or cry more? Yeah!
18. Which character can you relate best to? None. :))
19. Which character is the most attractive? Idk. XD
20. Which is your favorite episode? Every episode is my fave! :)

SUJU :)

2010-05-06T19:08:00.000-07:00

Super Junior(슈퍼주니어)_미인아_뮤직비디오티져(MusicVideo Teaser)

OMG!! TOTAL HOTNESSSSSSSSSS ♥ 호호

2010-05-06T17:16:00.000-07:00

its WOOKIE love♥ he looks so thin. :(

___________________

MAY 03 2010 (monday)

@ GATEWAY :)

with cousins, sister, tita & tito. :D this pic was taken after we watch Iron Man 2. ♥

it was awesome! :D

i loved the movie. i think that was my fave superhero movie. haha. you should watch it. :)

so after gateway, we went to national bookstore to look for some books. :)

& i found this! :D A KikoMachine Komix. Its the 2nd book, and there are 11 books. Haha. I already have the first one, and im planning to complete my collection. My tita introduced me to this book. The jokes are kinda corny, but my tita said that if you're studying in UP you'll get it. :D There are some jokes that are so LOL. Haha. So anyways.

After that, we went to MCDO to buy dinner. I got A Chicken fillet burger. Idk if the name's correct. Haha. We ate at tita's house. And after that we made sundo the kids to their house. Me & ate got home around 11 pm and i was soooper tired. :(

so ayun,

that's all for now. :p

♥

2010-05-03T17:38:00.000-07:00

OMG! This pic is Suju's 4th Album Teaser!
CANT WAIT. They look so freaking HOT in here.

I want to make plans this may. But like, wtf. I haven't enrolled yet! :( Ugh.

So anyways, Im sure Im gonna have plans mostly in Cavite. My friends are there! Specially KHAYE, she's home too from manila. And HANNAH's there as well. I think, I can do whatever I want there in cavite. Just like..... SHOTS! Haha. Lmfao.

But of course, before all of that happens. I need to hang out with choi. That's always a must. :p

Oh, oh! Btw, Imma share something to you guys. Haha.

There's this person, na when im always posting something when im mad/irritated (you know what i mean right? right?). That person always reacts! =)) Like duh. Congratulations mr. obvious! Lol all the time. That person's a JOKE! A joke, i tell ya! You know why? :) Cause that person's guilty. That person reacts on a very wrong way. Tapos what? Makikipag away siya. =)) Duh. So stupid.

Ayun. Iuupdate ko kayo pag nag react ulit. XD

Kakatawa kasi ang kanyang mga reactions. =))

2010-05-02T18:40:00.000-07:00

the best things in life:

1. sleeping in your own bed after being away from home.

2.when you make someone else's day.

3.receiving mail.

4.listening to your favorite songs on repeat.

5.staying in bed all day

6.people who just "get" you.

7.finding things you had though you lost.

8.checking the time and it's exactly 11:11

9.making it home just before it rains.

10.waking up and realizing you still have hours to sleep.

11.waking up with unread text messages.

the worst things in life;

1. not getting text back.

2. "i'm fine."

3. cancelled plans. (or none at all.)

4. burning the roof of your mouth.

5. the wind

6. "i'm sorry, what was your name again?"

7. turning on the radio station at the end of a good song.

8. pretending it doesn't hurt to be alone.

9.singing the worng words to a song and people notice and laugh

idk.

2010-05-01T19:40:00.000-07:00

FALLEN ANGEL - CHRIS BROWN

[Verse 1]
If I could take a trip to outer space
She would be the one I would see
When I get to heaven's gate
She would welcome me with her arms open wide, and her smile
Would shadow me brighter than the sun
She hasn’t had a fair chance, so I’ll give her one
Let me tell you who she is, yeah

[Chorus]
She’s a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above
She’s a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah
(She’s) She’s a fallen angel, take your judgment off her
I know, that she’s a fallen angel

[Verse 2]
You know, maybe I should
Help her mend her broken wings
So she can fly again
But I don’t wanna lose everything ,that I’ve gained
it's turnin me a selfish man (oh)
Cause without her my heart just don’t go, no more (no more)
I couldn’t take the pain of watchin her fly away
So say that you’ll stay
She’s mine

[Chorus]
She’s a fallen angel, (ooh) sent from heaven up above
She’s a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah
(She’s) She’s a fallen angel, so take your judgment off her
I know, that she’s a fallen angel

[Verse 3]
Don’t you
Baby don’t you (don’t you worry) worry
I’m gon help you (I’m gon help you ) fly
(I’m gon help you fly)
Just take me under your (take me under) wings,
And we can reach the (we can reach the) sky
(we can reach the sky)
Baby don’t you (don‘t you worry) worry,
I’m gon help you (I’m gon help you ) fly
(I’m gon help you fly)
Yo mama, don’t you (take me under) worry
you gon reach the (we can reach the) sky
(we can reach the sky)
She’s a…

[Chorus]
She’s a fallen angel, (hey hey) sent from heaven up above, just for me
She’s a fallen angel, waitin for me to wrap my heart around her, know
(Know that she’s) She’s a fallen angel, makin due with all the judgment (no)
I know, that she’s (yeah) a fallen angel (ooh ahh)

[Verse 4]
Baby I know
I know that they done hurt you
But I’m here
To take it all away
So if you let me…
You know what, just put your heart in my hands
And everything they say, I'll take it back
Like this…

[reversed last verse]

[Verse 5]
You don’t mean nothing, [reversed line]
I don’t want ya, [reversed line]
I don’t need ya, [reversed line]
Never loved ya, [reversed line]
You’re nobody, [reversed line]
And never make it, [reversed line]
You’re a mistake (ooh), [reversed line]

this song is not new. i think it was released in '07 or '08.
but is super love this!
just sharing guys.♥

wataaa.

2010-05-01T09:35:00.000-07:00

Have you guys watched PBB? :) Oh my gosh! The new BED SPACERS are sooooo hotttt! The boys, i mean. Specially BRET, he's my fave ♥ & The korean boys as well. Haha. Reminds me of my Yeobo :D

Anyways. Smart's signal is really getting dumb here in our house. & its pissing me off. :( ughhhh.

Its 12:42am. Need to go. Bye.

this time (:

2010-04-30T18:14:00.000-07:00

THIS TIME (2009) - WONDERGIRLS

this song is not new. :)
but since its my favorite, i decided to share it with you guys. :)

(im sure that someone's gonna post this on his/her facebook account or twitter. haha. copycat!)

:)

2010-04-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

Damn. I accidentally deleted all my music on my mp3. And now I cant put music in it now. :( Idk what's wrong. Such a bummer.. Still downloading musics. Anywaysie.

I really want to go somewhere right now. Im suppose to meet Roanne today, but its so hot I got lazy. :( I want to be with friends... Or Choi. :) Both is better. Haha.

os: NEVER LET YOU GO

by: JUSTIN BIEBER ♥

woot.

2010-04-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

Haven't been updatin for days, and that sucks i know

I dont know when im gonna post a REAL post again. :)

wait for it, okay?

lovelots guys.

survey.

2010-04-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

What is one emotion you are feeling right now?

tired.

Who did you hang out with last night?

family.

Opposite sex on your mind?

choi :)

What are you currently doing?

this. & playing sororitylife.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?

yeshh.

Do you miss anybody?

i always miss someone.

Any plans for tomorrow?

naa. maybe just gonna spend time with choi, i think.

What is the last thing you ate?

cant remember. mangoes?

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

yes. there's a few.

What are you listening to?

chirping birds.

Are you a generally clean or messy person?

somewhere in the middle.

Who was the last person that called you?

i cant remember.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?

sometimes.

What was the reason behind the last time you cried?

too much anger.

Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?

yes.

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?

naaa.

When is the last time you saw a movie in theaters?

just this friday.

Anything you wish you could tell someone but can't?

naaaaa.

What are you doing tonight?

pretty much nothing.

What is one thing you can't wait for?

idk.

How has this week been?

hot. lol.

Do you have a best friend?

yes. & i love them.

When is the last time you took a nap?

yesterday, i guess.

Do you only drink bottled water?

whatever.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yes.

What instant messaging service do you use?

ym.

What's your most hated food?

liver. eeeeew, that shit is grosss. :))

What's your favorite color or colors?

pink. baby blue. white :)

Would you date your best guy/girl friend?

sure thing.

Who is your favorite teacher in school?

idk. sir rubio, i think.

Have you ever had a panic attack?

Yeaah..

What color is your hair?

Black. I think.

How old are your siblings?

She's sixteen.

What do you want most right now?

Idk.

How much money do you have?

I got Php6,000+ on my bank. And idk how much money i have here.

You're medussa. I'll cut your head off you moron. =))

2010-04-10T04:09:00.000-07:00

CLASH OF THE TITANS ♥

watched this @ Eastwood with family. :) It was wicked! :D But got a little bit confused cause the guy's name here in this story is PERCIOUS. (idk, if the spelling is correct) & he is the son of the King Of Gods, Zeus. E dun sa story ng Percy Jackson tatay nya si POSEIDON, the God Of Sea. Diba he was named PERCY parang shortcut ng PERCIOUS. So anyways.. Tpos yung Medussa dito sa story, yung body nya is like a snake.. But damn! She really is pretty! :) Dun naman sa Percy Jackson, katawan tao sya pero yung head nila pareho lang. Yung may snake. Tapos yun. Im kinda confused lang. But I love both of the movies! :)

So ayun.

Eto muna update ko. Tinamad nnaman ako e. :))

i got my hand & my heart on the dance floor ♥

2010-04-07T21:15:00.000-07:00

dip & dots ♥

Thursday update :) I woke up with a bad mood & my body hurts. I think its because of the psp. I play it too much kse.. So naka yuko ako lagi. ;p Anyways, its my tita & my cousins birthday. Gonna have dinner later. Yay!

I woke up & brought my phone & the psp with me on the sala. I slept there for a while.. When I woke up again, the psp's missing. My tito took it with him :( Im so pissed kse last night he told me. "Hindi na ko nakakalaro jan ah. Hehe" Like duh. May sarili naman syang psp. The psp im using is my ninang's. So I told him "Ay? Eh diba eto yung kay tita els?" Tapos sbe nya. "Oo nga. Eh ako naman ng hiram nyan." Like BUMMER! 8-}

Nakoo. Eh pag sinabi ko sa tita ko yun for sure sakin nya mas ipapagamit yun. Duh. :)) So anyways, im sooper bored right now cause wala yung psp. I cant continue my game there. I started to play ulit FinalFantasyVIII again. From the start talaga, kse i dont know where my tito put my tita's memory card. Dun naka save yung game ko before. Na onti nalang mag level 100 na ko. Amf. :))

Soo ayun. Tapos kaaway ko pa tong si Choi. Nakakainis kse. XD Bsta yun na yun.

Tapos ang init pa. Sakit sa ulo diba? =))

bye.

just do it with lovelovelove :)

2010-04-06T00:04:00.000-07:00

hello. here's an update. :]

so i got my card today. & i hang out with choi.. ooooh. i just so love him♥ anyways. so i got my card, nothing to worry about now. summer na talaga. =))

excited for this week. we're planning to go to a beach this friday.. but still dont know where. i like it but i kinda dont. :P its sooo hot kasi e. & i dont think i can handle being so negneg. :)) but its okay. ayoko naman maging KJ this summer, unlike my tito. XD Every summer, when we're gonna go swimming. He'll put on a ton of sunblock. Really, a TON. Amputi puti na nya sa sobrang dami. XD Tapos I remember nung nag swim kami before, nasa pool na sya, naka payong pa. XD FOR REAL! Haha..

oh no. im sleepy :(

done updating. sorry

sir vey :P

2010-04-03T02:00:00.001-07:00

SURVEY ♥♥

Are you a couple with the last person you kissed on the lips?

Yes :)

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you’re at in life now?

No. I never thought It would be this great!

Are you in a good mood?

Now? Not really... Im kinda exhausted.

Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?

Yes. A lot of lowlife b*tches. :))

Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?

My mom. :]

What were you doing at 8 this morning?

Sleeping. haha

Are you a jealous person?

Very. :D

What sweatshirt did you wear last?

I dont do sweatshirts. It's too hot in the phils.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the 2nd to last person you kissed?

No.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?

Yes, at Boracay. :) Everybody is alive at night there.

When was the last time you talked to your best friend?

Idk, the other day i think

Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?

Lola's bed.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

Yes. Choi & My friends.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

If what's gonna happen tomorrow.

Is anyone else in the room with you?

Naa

What time did you go to bed last night? Why?

Around 1 am.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?

Yes. :)

Who was the last person in a car with you?

Pa & Sis.

What will you do after this?

Idk

Do you hate anyone?

I dont usually hate people. Cause once i start hating them, i'll be like em too.

Are you going out of town soon?

Yes. This week.

What's your recent drama?

Drama is not my thing. :)

Do you tend to get in fights?

not physical fights.

What are you thinking of doing right now?

Making lablab to my babe.

Do you like the dentist?

no :(

What do you smell like?

i dunno

Did you have a good day today?

not really

What do you wish you were doing right now?

sleeping

What did you last laugh at?

some show..

Do you have any nicknames?

I have lots of them. :))

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

My babe.

Who is the last person who texted you?

babe♥

Is anyone protective over you?

idk

Have you ever had a stalker?

probably

Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?

no. :)) i just laugh at them. heehee. im mean :(

What's your favorite breed of dog?

i LOVE all of them

Were you single on your last birthday?

nope

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?

depends

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?

yes :( & i dont wanna feel that again

Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?

Definitely yes.

Ever been kissed under fireworks?

naa.

When's the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?

probably today. lol

Who do you text the most?

babe

In the past week, have you cried?

i think?

What color is the shirt you are wearing?

gray. with little colorful lightnings on them.

What was the first thing you said when you woke up?

*moan* :))

If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?

Maia or Tracy or Kamille.

If your best friend made out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, what would you do?

Idk.

Who do you know that can make you feel better if you’re not feeling happy?

Friendsss.

Do you like being kissed spontaneously or asked?

spontaneously

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?

guess so

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?

yes. that girl i've been very jealous at. :(

Who's the first person that made you smile today?

I dont know

Where will you be 5 hours from now?

Front of the tv i think

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

shorts

What are you doing at 3:00pm tomorrow?

idk

Your ex calls you to tell you they hate you, what would you say?

Go get a life! :)))

rara-ah-ah-ah :)

2010-03-30T19:07:00.001-07:00

this pic is soooo cute ♥ :D

soo it was ate's graduation yesterday. so are the other Rmchs Seniors. :) btw, congratulations to all the graduates. haha. :D so, we went to school by 4pm? It was soo crowded. The parents, family we're at the second floor. Well, most of them. And you cant even see a thing from up there. The program ended at 8pm. Lol. I was soo bagot na nung mga 5pm. And I was suppose to meet my Choi, unfortunately Papa didn't allow me to go outside the school. Bummer! Papa is so KJ! :)) And fyi, my mom was there. Yeeee. :D I like my mom better, she's my bestfriend♥ Call me a cry baby, but when I don't get what I want.. I'll start crying. Haha. Then I'll make tampo, & make dabog. =)) I know, my lola told us that me & ate we're spoiled. :( Minsan lang naman. Haha. So I really felt sad & disappointed cause I really want to see him, cause I miss him so badly. Parang I cant go on a day without seeing him. Ugh, I so miss him... ;(

So yun nga, I made tampo to my papa. I switched seat closer to mama so that he know that Im hating him that moment. Haha. :D I love my dad naman.. I just love my mom more. :) PEACE!

Anyway.. The parents we're complaining.. There's this mom who was so mad & she scolded the boy scout.. She said : "Anu ba yan. Nagbihis pa kami ng ayos tapos hindi rin pala kami makaka lapit sa anak namin. Jusko!" Haha. All hail stranger mom! =)) Lol. Screw those boy scouts & girls scouts! I hate them. I really do.. Feel nila they have the full authority. Pish posh! Why dont you go sell some cookies nalang? Rofl. Papa scolded this boyscout pa nga.. Here's what happened. :

Papa was about to reach the CR downstairs.. The boyscout made harang to papa. As in yung harang na parang nag papatintero. Alam mo yun? Gets mo? :D Nagalit si papa. Sabi nya : "Hoy. Bakit mo ko hinaharangan? Anung problema mo?!" .. The boy scout said "Bawal po dito sir." Papa : "Ano?! Anung bawal?! Kelan pa bawal mag CR?!" Boyscout : "CR po ba sir? Sa taas po yung cr ng mga lalaki." Papa: "Eh bkit hindi mo nalang sbihin sakin?! Haharang harang ka pa jan."

Papa is so scary sometimes. =)) Haha. ANYWAY. Ayun.. We waited there the whole time lang.

After the grad. We straightly went to Shakeys to have dinner. Everybody was there. Even my cousins. Ninang gave Ate a bracelet & a pair of earrings. I was surprised when Ninang gave me one too, but mine was a necklace. :) & It was soo cute. The pendant was a snowman. Tapos yunn....

Oh no! Napapagod na ko mag type. :))

Bukas ule!

last day♥

2010-03-29T02:40:00.000-07:00

this was the last day for II-Chessa. :(

Huhu, Im surely gonna miss them. I so love them! Sana sila ulit classmates ko sa 3rd year. Haha. =)) anywaysie.

i love this day :D spent most of the time with my future husband♥

oh wait. i'll update later. got to do something first. ta-ta!

good good Wednesday morning.

2010-03-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

so finally, we've worked things out last night.. It would be rude if I tell ya'll what happen. But you know, we should not let our temper get in the way.. We need to cool down to work things out the way we wanted it to be. Right? :) I dont make HINALA, that's not ~~HINALA~~.. How would that be Hinala, eh everything is true naman? Haha. :)) Kidding. I dont like lies :( We all hate lies , we hate being lied on. But we all lie naman, wether its a bad lie or a white lie. But I swear to God, I dont make lies when Im in a relationship.. I always play safe cause I dont want to get hurt & I dont want hurting anybody.. That's not nice. :( So anyways, it happened already naman na... & Duh, last day na namin sa friday. Tapos we're going to fuss pa. :) Basta ayun, I love him♥

Kyu Hyun of Suju♥

omigawwwddd. I love that guy! His voice is amazing :) But Yesung will always be my fave. :D Sorry Hyunnie, haha. :)

[Fave Song: HEARTQUAKE - Suju ft. Tvxq :)]

"nuh irokke deunal gumyeon namgim obshi modeo gatgo deunaga. haengboki utdon chook deuldo, jumjum gaerubi geuriomdo. neh gaseume nameul sarangdo"♥

^ idk if the romanization is correct. haha. i love that part ;D

my eyes hurts. ;(

2010-03-22T18:57:00.000-07:00

the only fights i want to have with you
are the "i love you more" fights.

guess what. :) last night, around 11pm - 1am, I wouldn't stop ~~crying~~. :( haha. :'))

cause once I started to think about things.... I'll start crying. I dont know why... Maybe cause it hurts so much. I never cried like this since then...Haaaah...

I know naman na she's too special for you that's why you have the guts to LIE to me. :(

Ugggggh~!!!!!

03/22/10

2010-03-21T19:30:00.000-07:00

Leonardo DiCaprio. Myyy Jack Dawson!♥

Monday. Got classes later.. Ugh! Not even sure if we have exams today. My classmates are panicking! Haha. We all texted each other if today's our exam.. Damn it. Anyways..

OMIGAWWD. My Bio & my Math book is missing. :( Cant find em anywhere. So clumsy naman kasi. Rrrrrr. I'll pay for it na nga lang..

I dont know if im ready to face the 3rdYear life, dun dun dun dun!! Haha. Idk, im soo happy with my II-Chessa kasi. :( Im contented with them. I love my classmates. Kasi we're all close with each other. We're all friends :D And y'know, i dont care if i did something stupid in front of them. I dont feel shy around them... That's why i soo love them. Awww... I dont want to be a 3rd year yet! Im not ready. Haha. =)))))

~ next update? maybe later. :D

pishposh.

2010-03-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

update♥

~ goodness gracious. i was soo lazy these days kaya i haven't been updating.

one week to go, & its summer break.. excited for this Holy Week cause we're going to Isabela. means ROOOOAADTRIP! hooraaa. I just love roadtrips, & i love provinces. Its soo nice to see such beautiful things kse when you're in the province eh/out of town. Not like here in metro manila or urban places.. All you can see is cars, buildings, cars, buildings and people! Its like rush hour. And I feel like Metro Manila is too polluted or too crowded na. So its really nice to go out on a vacation out of town. :) & I really like the feeling when you wake up in the morning, its sooo nice. Parang maaliwalas ang hangin. Heeeeee. ♥

So ayun. Im excited but the same time pretty sad.. No CHOI ;( & Omfg, he's gonna turn 4th year na next school year. Not gonna see him na masyado.. Amp. What a bummer. But its okay, i still love him :D

& The thing im most excited is about..

MACAO - HONGKONG on July. :D weeeeeeeee!

3 months to go. Yay!!

--> next update.

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2010-03-11T17:18:00.001-08:00

haven't been updatin for a while. :)

took our NAT yesterday & i thought i wasn't able to take it cause i was late. haha. soo anyways. im really not sure bout my answers in math. :o i hate math. it sucksss. rofl.

2 weeks to go.

summer break ;) awwww. im gonna miss everything. :c

i got lazy.

i'll update soon. ♥

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2010-03-05T05:05:00.000-08:00

When you first met, did you think it would end up the way it is?:

hmm. yes

Is he what you 'normally go for'?:

of course :)

Do/did your friends approve of him?:

i dont know with Kamille.

Does he give you butterflies each time he looks into your eyes?:

yeah he does.

How long have you been together?:

for 3 months.

How long do you plan on being together?:

as long as we love each other. :)

Are you friends with his mates?:

No. Haha. :) Idk.

if it came to it, would he rescue you at 3am if needed?:

yeah he would.

How many times a day does he tell you he loves you?:

everyday. well he doesnt really say it as in everyday, but he shows it. :)

Do you trust each other?:

yes.

Have you met the parents and vice versa?:

no :( but he saw my dad already. we're not legal. haha.

Does he ever take you shopping and spoil you rotten?:

no. i dont want boys taking me on a shopping. that's not really cool. well, except for my dad. :P

Is there an age gap between you two?:

he's one year older.

Has he ever showed signs of breaking up?:

no. :)

Do you have 'a song'?:

hmm. nope. but all of the love songs are our song :D

Does he and your ex get along?:

no. im not sure if choi likes my ex. and im not sure with my ex as well. i dont think they're gonna get along well.

Do you have trouble telling him the truth sometimes?:

no. never.

How did you meet one another?:

school.

Would you trust him if you left the town for a month with no contact?:

yes. :)

Hows the relationship been so far?:

been through some fights. but we're good :)

Does it bother you if he doesnt say 'i love you' when he leaves?:

yes. haha. but its okay.

Does he pull you aside to kiss goodbye or do it there and then?:

NEVER KISSED YET. :D

Have you ever worn his clothing?:

noope.

Has he ever asked you if his outfit looks okay?:

no. but he asked me if what color of outfit will be much better. ;)

Does he own a lot of shoes?:

idk.

Has he ever asked you to change your skirt to jeans if going out?:

no. i dont wear skirts :) I always use jeans. Sometimes I wear shorts, but it depends.

Ever been in a drunken state and said some things you wish you didnt to him:

nawwww.

What colour eyes would your child have ;) ?:

Black. :) Our eye color is both black. So black is dominant.

Does he greet you with a hug each time you see him?:

nooo. :) that would be so weird. haha. we dont barely even say a word when we go through each other at school.

Are you the jealous type?:

SO MUCH. :)

Does he have a bit of a reputation?:

kinda.

Ever been away together?:

no.

Do you remember your first kiss with one another?:

Neverkissed. (:

How was it?:

lol.

Would you ever get his name tattooed on you?:

no way. but that doesn't mean i dont love him.

Would he get yours?:

no. :)

Do you love him lots like jelly tots?!?! ^_^:

Yes. I love him more than a nerd loves math class.

Has he ever bought you a gift for no reason but his love?:

yes. and it really made my heart melt. :)

Ever stayed up chatting til stupid oclock on the phone?:

we dont talk on the phone. we text. :)

Do you text a lot?:

hm. yes, i think

Have you ever cheated on him?:

no & NEVER will.

♥♥

2010-02-28T21:22:00.001-08:00

YOU'VE HURT ME IN THE WORST WAY A PERSON COULD DO,

BUT I'M STILL LOVING YOU IN THE BEST WAY I COULD. :(

♥♥

Happy Birthday PAPA! :)

i love yoooouuu.

Happy 3months Choi.

i love yoooooouuuu

~the two guys i love the most in the whole wide world!!! :D

badtreeep.

2010-02-26T23:35:00.001-08:00

I haven't updated for a while. Btw, I forgot to ask for the pics from my classmate. :)) Anyways.

I wasn't in a very good mood this past few days. Im really mad with someone right now. As in sooper mad! :)) Lols. Who can that be? Haaaaa? =))

I really love this Badiong Joke yesterday. I LOL-ed all the time. This was during English. He & Cyrus sits at the back of Me & Rox. We were taking our test. Rox transferred to another seat cause Badiong & Cyrus wont stop laughing and talking. They were sooo noisy. I cant focus on the test cause I started to laugh myself too. Haha.

Badiong: ARE YOU FOREIN-JER? YOW. MEN! ARE YOU FOREIN-JER? WHAT COLOR? :)))

(yun pala power rangers yung tinutukoy nya. kay sir rubio nya sinabi tong joke na to. haha. its corny, i know. you should hear him say this. haha.)

btw, SUPER JUNIOR in MANILA , APRIL10 :D

Im planning to watch this! :) Who's watching? Haha.

krizi day.

2010-02-23T15:54:00.001-08:00

Tuesday. Freakyyy & soooper dooper crazy day for me & for Chessa. Haha!

soo here's a scene during Filipino time.

(GROUP2 was reporting / Alexa & Ubas../my group^^)

Mrs Partible : Oh ano ? May tanong pa ba kayo sakanila?

Alexa : Maam, meron pa po. Uhm. Kung kayo yung nasa lugar ni Florante, tapos nalayo kayo dun sa mahal mo. Anong mararamdaman mo?

Mrs Partible : Okay, CARLA! Tayo.

Me : Hala ka mam? Bakit ako?

Mrs Patible : Tsk! Sagutin mo na. Tumayo ka jan! Dali!

Everyone : Ayeeeee! Si Choi daw, si Choi! / Pano daw pag nawala si Choi?!!! / Choi! Choi! Choi! / Hala ka, Iiwan ka daw ni Choi! Hala! Hala! Hala!

Mrs Partible : Dali na Carla. Sagutin mo na.

Me : Maam naman kaseee eh! Anu ule yung tanong alex?!

Alexa : Pano pag nagkalayo kayo ni Choi! Ano mararamdaman mo?!

Me : Syempre malulungkot. Masasaktan. Kase syempre diba, mahal mo e. Tapos malalayo sayo.

Everyone : Ayeeeee! Nice one Carla! / Anu daw? Anu daw? Anu daw sabe? / Tang*nang Carla kase yan! Tawa ng tawa ampoo*ta!

Mrs Partible : Okay. Ano naman ang gagawin mo para mapakita o mapadama dun sa taong yun na mahal mo sya? Kahit na malayo siya sayo.

Me : (thinking... thinking.. cant think!!) Mam, di ko na alam!! (tawa.tawa)

Mrs Partible : Pano mo masasagot yan kung tawa ka ng tawa?

Me : Eh, mam kasi sila e!

Everyone : Nanisi pa ! / Ayos ah!

Me : Maam sorry. Di ko na talaga alam, masakit na ulo ko. (upo)

Mrs Partible : Hay nako Carla. Wala! Iiwan ka ng boyfriend mo nyan.

Ritz & Darryl : Nako! Hala kaaaa.... Iiwan ka na ng Choi mo! Halaa! =)))

napaka walang kwentang girlfriend ko talaga. :))) na mental block ako. pasensya. XDD

that was the crazy part.

here's the freaky part naman.

my classmates was taking pictures outside the room. in the stairway near the door. I was doing kalokohan with the boys. Jossawill & the others showed the class some scary pics of them in the stairway. When they take a pic daw kasi, may dumadagdag na something dun sa pic na wala naman talaga. Me & my friends took a picture to see if its really true. Nothing changed. But when Jossawill & the gang took another pic, there was a shadow at the back of Dette. Then they took another one, Jossawill made a Peace Sign. When we looked at the pic, there was another hand above hers that is doing a Peace Sign too. Elaiza said that it may be her hands din, tapos nagulo lang yung cam. But it cant be.. Kasi yung kamay above Jossawill is pointing at the other direction. So it's impossible that its Jossawill's hands din. HAAAH! Creepy.. Andami na nilang nararamdaman sa room. XD I'll try to get those pics & upload it here tomorrow. ^^ Para coool.

Yesung / Kim Jong Woon . looove ♥

iloooveyouchoi :D

koko

2010-02-21T20:28:00.000-08:00

Logan Lerman ; Percy Jackson

aaaaa, hottie! just watched Percy Jackson&The Lightning Thief last night @ eastwood :) And it was a BLAAAAAST! The best of movie of 2010 so far.. Well I dont know with Avatar , I haven't watched it yet. Booo! Haha. :)) anyways.

may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan sa ngayon. gulong gulo ako :| hindi ko alam kung tama ba yung kinalalagyan ko.. kse parang may mali talaga. feel ko talagang may hindi tamang nangyayari. pero nawawala yung bahala ko kase mahal na mahal kita. :) kahit na ba hindi ganun yung pagmamahal mo tulad ng pagmamahal ko sayo. kahit hindi halata :D mahal na mahal kita. pero parang may mali. tama ba to? tama ba na ako ang mahalin mo? kasi parang everyone's against us. no, not really us. parang everyone is against me. parang ayaw nila sakin, yung ganun. :D maarte. minsan nga sinabi ko sa ate ko na, "te chong, hirap pala na yung bf mo higher year no? kse parang andaming chumuchorva sayo. parang lahat pinaguusapan ka na. -ay yan yung girlfriend ni ano..- yung ganun. hirap pala" :| Sbe ni ate "oo talaga. i know what you mean." Haay. Feel ko kasi mas matimbang pa din siya para sayo kesa sakin e. :') Di nman ako nag aassume. Ayoko nman kasi mag hinala ng mag hinala... Oo nga, selosa nga kasi ako. Alam ko dapat yung selos, nilalagay sa lugar. Pero ano pa dapat kong gawin kung sobra na kong nasasaktan? Anoo gagawin ko? :( I dont wanna take him for granted, kasi parehas lang kami masasaktan pag ganun. Nasa kanya nman tiwala ko.. Hindi ko naman sinasabi na nambababae sya or what. Pero kasi ang sakit pag nakikitang ganun. HAY BASTA.

I want to prove myself that I can love you more than anyone does. ♥

tagalog.

2010-02-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

Merong mga bagay na dapat ng hindi pagtuunan pa ng pansin. Pero maiiwasan mo bang hindi ito pansinin, kung ang bagay na ito ang pilit na nakakapag sakit sa iyong damdamin?

isa nnmang post na puno ng kaartehan. :))) Lols. Still not feeling well :( Eymff. My head hurts. Im starting to feel hot again. Rrrrr. 나는 슬퍼요 :(

kahit na hindi ako okay, muka pa ding okay ang lahat sa tingin ng ibang tao.. Bakit kaya ganun. Pag hindi ako okay, ambibigat ng hinga ko (bugtong hininga), yung parang pasan ko na daigdig. :)))) lololol. Minsan tinatawa ko nalang ang lahat para di halata. :D Nakiki sakay nlang ako sa mga kakornyhan ng mga lokoloko kong kaklase na sobrang mahal ko♥ Hindi ko maipost yung gusto kong ipost dito... Kasi ayokong gumawa ng issue o kung ano man yun. Na mimiss ko na agad sila Maia at ang PF. Na walang tigil na nagpapatawa sakin... na sa sobrang kakatawa ko napagkakamalan na kong baliw. Miss ko na sila Matt, na kahit walang ginagawa napapatawa nila ko. Miss ko na sila Jemma, dahil sa mga pakikipag away nila sa ibang tao napapatawa nila ko. Kahit lagi nila kong sinasaktan :( Miss ko na si Badiong, na kapag wala ako sa mood andun siya para ibalik yung mood ko kasi napapatawa niya ko. Haay, miss ko na chessa. :)))

BEHAVE KA NGA! Wag mo na ko saktan, paluin kita jan e . :(

fridaylove♥

2010-02-19T06:47:00.000-08:00

Hey friday. :) nothing much today.

Me & Badiong are getting a little much closer na with each other. Kasi before, nagkakailangan. As in wala talagang pansinan at all. Pero ngayon, everything came back to normal. Pumapampam nanaman sya. LOL. any-waysiee.

During Science, im feeling kinda tired. Na pag nakikipag usap ako sa mga classmate ko, napapagod na ko agad. Kaya when they're talking to me, I was just like "Huh? Mamaya na..." then I'll put my head down on my desk. :| Tapos nung hinahanap ko yung katabi ko dapat.. I was turning my head left to right, right to left, then peek at the back.. I was looking for like 5 seconds, I got tired na agad.. I put my head down again on my desk. I tried to sleep, but I cant kasi I was sitting in front. While my teacher was away, I keep on trying to sleep even for a while. But still cant. Everybody was checking their papers, while those who we're absent yesterday we're doing nothing, that includes me. I was just sitting there, staring at the black board. Minsan, sumasakay nalang ako sa mga kalokohan nila Badiong sa likod.. Pero I got tired again. I started to feel HOT. Not hot-sexy. Hot-Fever.

I put my hands on my classmate's arm and asked her if my hands were hot. All of them said YES. They asked If Im okay... My answer was just "Mmm-hmm." Until now, Im really not feeling well. But it's not obvious. Kasi when im Happy or there's something im really Enjoying. I really dont feel like im sick. But it all goes back again..

Haaaa. ANYWAYS!

Im excited for tomorrow. :) We'll go swimming with my Chessa-Buddies. :D @ Camp Aguinaldo. Im sooooper excited. Im sure that'll be a blast!!

Wish that, my Yeobo will have fun on their JS PROM tomorrow. ♥ Ack! I'll be doing ate's hair pa pala tomorrow. Haaaa. Im tired. :* Nyt.

~ KimJongWoon, oppa.♥

thursday!!

2010-02-17T20:26:00.000-08:00

Happy thursday everyone! :D

soo yea, I didn't go to school. I got lazy. But Papa gave me the permission nman to skip school. :) Weeeee. I didnt wanna attend school cause I dont like VALUES, got too much to do. & In math too. Ugh! Too much school work is such a pain in the butt. :)) LOL.

im gonna miss my Yeobo. :( aww. may bukas pa nman. haha! JS is on Saturday. Too bad, im just a sophomore. lols. I wonder if who's my yeobo gonna dance with? But Im 100& SURE that he'll ask Annchelle to dance with him :') Heartbreaking, soo painful. But It's okay with me. I dont wanna be too "selosa" na or too "mahigpit" with him. I wanna give him his own freedom nman dba. But I just want him to know his LIMITATIONS. I want him to know what's good & what's not good. I understand nman everything when it comes with CHOI & ANNCHELLE. I surely understand. :) Syempre, crush nea dba. Its okay with me as long as he's happy. ^^ Duh, ngkaka crush din nman ako.. Si Badiong. Haha. Si Badiong na walang ginawa kundi mangutang. Si Badiong na walang ginawa kundi batukan at hilain yung buhok ko tuwing English. =)) LOLOL.

Kea, I understand. I admit, It's really painful to see or just even think about you're boyfriend with his crush. Sinong hindi masasaktan? :D Makita nga lang yung Annchelle, I can feel pain rushing through my vains.. Parang may something that keeps on stabbing my heart. Haha (maarte). Pero totoo, nsasaktan ako khit nakkta ko lang yung annchelle. Nawawala nman yun pag ksama ko ang aking CHOI ♥

kea yun.

nasasaktan ang damdamin ko kapag iniisip ko ang mga ganyang bagay. =)) HARTE! XD

YESUNG | KIM JONG WOON ♥♥

he looks exactly like my Choi :) really, he does. :DD

i sooooo love him ^^

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2010-02-16T09:18:00.000-08:00

Im staying up late cause Popsey's aint here. :) He's currently in Cebu for some activities of Chowking. Oh yea, my dad works at CHOWKING. He's an Area Manager.. but he told us he got promoted, i dont know what place he is now. soo anyway.

lovelove.

My mind just wont stop thinkin about you. What you're doing right now, Who you're with, Whose eyes are you staring at, Whose hands are you holding to, Whose smile makes you smile.. Haaaah. :(

I know, its just Jealousy. But everythings okay.. I trust him nman. :) All my worries are gone everytime Im with him. Cause I feel safe with him, you know. I love him sooo much, more than you'll ever know. ♥

blah.

:D

2010-02-15T18:38:00.001-08:00

I Wanna Be lyrics
by Chris Brown

[Intro:]
[Sigh] Look. I know we've been friends for a while now.
But, I just feel like I can confess to you.
It's gonna be hard but.
Alright here it goes...

[Verse 1:]
Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl, imagine: if you needed advise about some other guy, I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just trying to make sure I'm that body that you call your man,
and anytime you need a shoulder -- it's yours, night or day,
but what I'm tryna say is, I wanna be...

[Chorus:]
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

[Verse 2:]
Would it be cool?
Would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin', be the only one they like?
Have you thought about it -- wait -- really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time
call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...

[Verse 3:]
Put me on your screen saver, all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites,
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl..

[Chorus]

[x2]
Cross my heart hoped to die, on everything that's good,
I'm gonna do you right, show you right, get this understood.

[Chorus]

Girl I wanna be, I wanna be...
I wanna be, I wanna be...

♥♥
i love this song. :)

survey.

2010-02-13T06:11:00.000-08:00

SURVEY!!

10 Things you want really badly.
1. another toeberries flops.
2. brand new cellphone. :)))
3. rjhay's jersey
4. sleep
5. dad's permission.
6. high grades
7. idontknow
8. JUNGSOOO!!!
9. Korea :P
10.

9 Places you have been to.
1. Palawan
2. Ilocos Norte
3. Ilocos Sur
4. Isabela
5. Batangas
6. Tagaytay
7. THISYEAR: Hongkong
8. maybe BOHOL
9. Davao

8 Names of people you know.
1. Choi
2. Hannah
3. Tracy
4. Gilbert
5. Ryan/Hiroshi(is now his name cause he's already in japan :'()
6. Kamille
7. Maia
8. Khaye

7 Movies you love.
1. Titanic
2. Twilight
3. harry potter
4. ResidentEvil
5. Marley & Me
6. 27 dresses
7. The Spy Nextdoor

6 Books you enjoy.
1. FelicityWishes
2. Twilight Saga
3. Tuesdays with Morrie
4. Choose your own adventure
5. Nancy Drew
6. Hardy Boys

5 Things you want in life.
1. Happiness.
2. Jungsoo
3. foreverwithhim♥
4. happiness
5. happiness

4 Things you enjoy doing.
1. holding his hands.
2. taking pictures
3. listening to music.
4. updating my blog

3 songs you love to listen to
1. Hey Stephen
2. Grow Old With You
3. The man who cant be moved

2 Thoughts.
1. i sooper love him
2. why am i still hungry? haha.

1 Thing you will always love.
1. GOD.

2010-02-13T01:10:00.000-08:00

saturday~
i am soooo tired. i just got home from SM. whew! I spent all of my money. well not really all of it. but it was worth it :) i already have a gift for my Yeobo. :) weeeee. i got him a (SECRET; i'll reveal it tomorrow♥).

but how am I suppose to tell it to Popsey? :( he might get suspicious, cause duh. its valentines tomorrow.. im sure he'll ask so many questions nnman. EYMFFF.
anyways, my back hurts. ill try to update my blog later. xoxo!

:)

2010-02-12T08:47:00.000-08:00

new update.:) yay.
VALENTINES is coming. We're going to sm tomorrow to buy stuffs (& buy choi a gift :]) he bought/gave me a lot of gifts na & I haven't give him any. stupidstupid.
sooo anyway. today was okay. nothing that special happened (well, when im with my yeobo, everything is special. heehee)
it was friday, so PE!!!! It was pretty lame. We got to play basketball. Duh? I dont know how to play the game, & Im scared of balls. (soccer is different). I shot the ball in a lame way. *blech. I threw it like I was throwing something in someone elses face. :)) Imagine it, both hands/arms holding the ball above my head, thats how I shot it. It was sooo embarassing, & It was 100% LAME. ha!ha!

English~
it was our last day/last chance to recite the "AND SO" paragraph. Dan-dan-dan-daaaaan! I was pretty nervous when it was my turn. so here's what happened.
SirRubio: okay, Carla? Ready.
Me: (in my seat, waving at everybody) okay okay okay, wait ser.
SirRubio: *nodding* *waiting*
Me: (stands up in a very maarte/mataray way) AND SO!!....
Ubas: (at the back) hahahahaha.
Me: Anu ba yan ubassss!!! Tsk. Ser take two! hhhooo. (sits again)
Me: (stood up simply) "AND SO! IT HAS NOT SEEM GOOD TO THE GOD OF WISDOM, TO REWARD MY SEARCH SO SOON AND SO EASILY".. blahblahblah...."TO EGYPT".
Everybody: *applause* wooo! galing. yeba!

so there. LOL. I scolded Ubas when I reached my seat. haha. :)))
soooo yep. ACK!
SERGEANT KERORO is on @ animax.
goodbye.

i sooper dooper love Choi. :) ♥

RAKRAKAN SA MONSAY!!!

2010-02-07T01:22:00.000-08:00

RAKRAKAN SA MONSAY!!

(rmchs pre-valentine concert)

Feb 6 2009

i had so much fun kahapon! ansaya grabe. =)) SLAMMAN eh! XD

6CYCLEMIND & SANDWICH and other great bands/school bands rocked our school.

naipit kami sa mga lalaki sa harap =)) haha.

akala namin we'll never come out alive. LOL

so ayun, masaya. :D

o btw,

check out my new quote site. :)

http://ikilleddora.blogspot.com

survey.

2010-02-04T18:33:00.000-08:00

KIM HEECHUL :)

isooLurve this pic. haha ROFL.

What is the most common name you are called other than your given name?:
♥ Cai.

Explain how you got your most noticeable scar::
♥ lampa ako dati. so i always trip. ALWAYS.

What was the best thing to happen to you today?:
♥ nothing yet.

How many people would you honestly say you trust?:
♥ a few friends.

What was the last book you read?:
♥ the title's too long to remember.

The last movie you watched?:
♥ Cloudy with a chance of meatball.

Did you dress up for Halloween the last time it came around?:
♥ naa.

Do you consider yourself a more logical or creative minded person?:
♥ Logical, i guess.

Does it snow where you live?:
♥ nope.

Does your birthday come before April Fool's Day?:
♥ Nope

How old will you be in 6 months?:
♥ fifteen.

Were you happier 6 months ago, or now?:
♥ now.

Who were you dating in May 2009?:
♥ Rjhay. :)

What is something you are always having to search for?:
♥ food.

Do you wear a watch regularly?:
♥ nope.

Where did you last go out to eat?:
♥ Max's

Have you had any alcohol in the past 24 hours?:
♥ naa.

Are there any candles in the room you are in?:
♥ There is, but it's not lit

Where were you last night at 10pm?:
♥ Taking a nap.

Was the last person to leave you a comment male or female?:
♥ Male.

Where would you be most likely to get a tattoo?:
♥ shoulder/arm. yea.

Is your #1 straight?:
♥ Yes. :)

Where do you go when you want to be alone?:
♥ room.

Who was the last artist you listened to a song by?:
♥ Justin Roman.

What day was it two days ago?:
♥ tuesday

Do you believe in luck?:
♥ i guess

Would you date someone three years younger than you?:
♥ no.

Who was the last person to hug you?:
♥ cookiemonsterrr! :D -notaperson.x)

If the last person you kissed proposed to you, you would say::
♥ the last person i kissed was my dad, so hell no! XD

Where does your #2 live?:
♥ Cavite.

Do you believe people have soulmates?:
♥ yea, i guess.

Where did you live 5 years ago?:
♥ right here, or in Cavite?

How old was the last person to call you?:
♥ 15. :)

Do you wear glasses/contacts?:
♥ nope. :) contacts? yes. sometimes.

Would you trust your #3 to keep a secret?:
♥ yes.

Is there anything you wish you could tell someone but won't?:
♥ yup!

Do you still talk to the person who was your best friend in kindergarten?:
♥ nope.

Have you ever kissed your #4?:
♥ idk.

Who was the last person to make you feel guilty?:
♥ choi. :( awww.

Could you be roommates with the last person you called?:
♥ yes.

Do you feel like your life is moving forward?:
♥ yep.

If you saw a shooting star, what would you wish for now?:
♥ for him to be TRUE. :(

♥quake :)

2010-02-03T17:49:00.000-08:00

이별… 넌 쉽니 (Nan..Ibyeol Neon Shwibni)
by: Super Junior ft. Uknow & Mickey of TVXQ ♥

( I Hate You) (I Miss You)
Rap > Shit man, I do feel so sorry, ‘bout to say something what –uh

너무 뻔해 모두 대충 그러려니 항상 쉽게 우리만의
사랑을 입술에 담고 오르고 내리니
나란 사람으로 인해 벌써 많은 상처를 받은 너에게..
그러니 어떻게 이별의 통보를 너에게 빨리 말하라는거니?
읽으려고 했던 책을 몇 페이지 넘기지 못하고

이제 막 시작한 사랑은 추억보다 빨리 이별을 만나고 니 생각대로 그 모든 잘못을 탓해도 난 할말이 없어
기억이 없으면 좋겠다는 말에 더 이상 대꾸도 못하겠어 연예인이 하는 사랑.. 다 그런거지…
*내 갈라진 심장 (Girl) 사랑할 땐 내 맘 다 흔들고선 (Girl)
이별 할 땐 그 맘 갈라놓아 널 사랑한 맘 모두 부숴 버리면 너무 아아아아 아파 어떻게
살라는 거니? (Girl) 넌 그렇게 떠나면 끝 인 거니 (Oh~)
내게 준 상처 따윈 모르니 울고 있을 날 생각 못하니
너무 아아아아 아파 이렇게 혼자가 된 난..이별 넌 쉽니

( I Hate You) (I Miss You)
Rap> 매일 밤 소주로 하루를 달래는 난 더 이상 갈 곳이 없는 마음이 아파 아파
너와 함께한 모든 추억이 이제는 사진 속에 묻어있는 순간 그렇게 가니 가니
내 맘을 아프게 한 채.. 내 맘이 들리지 않니? 크게 소리쳐 보는데

니가 죽으라 하면 죽고 니가 있어야 사는 난 내 심장까지도 다 줘버렸는데.
수십배 다른 사람보다 잘해도 그 순간뿐이야 그래봤자 그 감동 며칠 지나면 마음속의 그림뿐이야
생각보다 쉬운일이야 진실한 사랑이 내게서 떠나는걸 나 혼자 바라봤던.
그 무엇보다도 소중했던 슬픈 영화 같은 이야기…. 바로 내 이야기.
모두 부수고 떠난 너

*내 갈라진 심장 (Girl) 사랑할 땐 내 맘 다 흔들고선 (Girl)
이별 할 땐 그 맘 갈라놓아 널 사랑한 맘 모두 부숴 버리면 너무 아아아아 아파 어떻게
살라는 거니? (Girl) 넌 그렇게 떠나면 끝 인 거니 (Oh~)
내게 준 상처 따윈 모르니 울고 있을 날 생각 못하니
너무 아아아아 아파 이렇게 혼자가 된 난..이별 넌 쉽니

너 이렇게 떠날 거면 남김없이 모두 갖고 떠나가
행복 이었던 추억들도 점점 괴롭힐 그리움도 내 가슴에 남을 사랑도

*이별 넌 쉽니 (Girl) 사랑할 땐 내 맘 다 흔들고선 (Girl)
이별할 땐 그 맘 갈라놓아 날 사랑한 맘 모두 부숴 버려도 너는 아아아아 아픔 모르니 ?
견딜 수 있니 (Girl) 넌 그렇게 떠나면 끝인 거니 (Oh~)
또 누군갈 아프게 할 거니 울고 있을 날 생각 못하니
너무 아아아아 아파 이렇게 혼자가 된 난

Rap>
정신차려 바보야 내 사람이 아니잖아 이제 다시 전처럼 돌아갈 수 없잖아
너도 알고 있잖아 너 하나만을 너 하나만을 바라본 내 마음을…
미리 말했어야 했는데 수없이도 반복했는데 “미안해” “사랑해” 지겹도록 입에 담았었는데
미리 말했어야 했는데 수없이도 반복했는데… 그래… 나란 사람이란 이래

i cant get this song out of my head. i sooper duper love it. ;D ha-ha. gwiyeoun!! (:

2010-02-02T18:25:00.000-08:00

Hankyung ♥♥

he looks so hot here. (;

soo yesterday was just a pretty normal day. nothing special happened. but i was soo exhausted! I wrote our report for Values cause im the assistant leader. (i hate being the leader, or the assistant. cause everyone's gonna depend on you) We didnt attend AP. AP always suck! I hate AP now because of that stupid teacher! :)) LOL. Aaaah, filipino. :) Maam Partible called me and asked some questions. She asked me "Gaano ka-importante ang edukasyon para sayo?". I dont know if my answer is right, so I was laughing & smiling. She told me "Oh ano Carla? Tawa ka ng tawa jan? Ano?". I answered nalang, "Wait lang mam! Importante yun para maging maganda ang kinabukasan." yun eh. =)) edi pinaupo ako. XD nyaha

soo annyway, I also wrote for our science report. After science, we stopped by at the canteen to do our homework on English. My other classmates cut class cause they dont have their assignments. Masipag ata to uy! :DD haha. But we were late, but its okay for Sir Rubio. Haha. :D

so ayun, wala nga kse masyado nangyari kahapon. :P

wala na kaming REVIEWS. :( awwwww.

patola-ness.

2010-02-01T17:59:00.000-08:00

Please be TRUE to me.

Why does LOVE have to be soo confusing? : darn it.
Please... please just be true to me. :( Cause I surely am to you. If you're loving another girl, tell me. Everything's killing me. Argh!

♥♥

so yesterday was pretty much an exhausting day. it was our 2nd monthsary. yaay ;D *applause.
but my mind was like screaming "IM MAD AT HIM. I AM SOO MAD AT HIM. RAWWWR!" but my heart was like "I LOVE YOU. YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING". lol, I know it sounds funny. so anyway, I was mad at him for the same reasons. (see other posts) but I cant resist him, i just super duper loove him. :)

so blah blah. he gave me this soooper amazing gift. *blush. a cookie monster & a rose! how cool is that huh?! =))) i have no gift for him, yet. BOOOO! what kind of a girlfriend am I? xD but Im planning to buy him something. maybe a sgtkeroro.. or something else. still not sure. :P

so there...
I talked on the phone with exboyfriend Rjhay. & I was talking for him for 4hours! :)) I admit, I missed him. We were laughing the whole time! And we told secrets about our past relationship. May mga inamin sya sakin, at may mga inamin din ako skanya. Walang malisya dun. :) Prehas na kaming may mahal sa buhay. NAKS!
pero I was sooo touched nung sinabi nya:
"Ayoko lang na nasasaktan ka. Kumbaga, gusto ko ibigay ni Choi sayo yung mga pagkukulang ko sayo dati."
awwwwwww . :)

tas ayun. malandi. XDD
yun lang. :))))))
WOOT WOOT!

sobei.

2010-01-30T09:42:00.000-08:00

KIM KI BUM ♥

How Paranoid Are You?
Made by Survey_Splash ( DO NOT REMOVE! )

[x] you freak when you see a spider
[ ] you refuse to use sharp knives
[x] if a bug was on you, you'd scream
[ ] you use hand sanitizer or wipes constantly
[ ] you think public bathrooms/pools are gross
[x] you are afraid to watch scary movies
[ ] you won't do a flip on a trampoline
[x] you're afraid to be home alone
Total: 4

[ ] you run away from airsoft guns
[x] you have never tried skateboarding
[ ] doctors and dentists scare you
[x] you use band-aids for the smallest papercuts
[x] you've gotten hurt doing something and won't do it again
[ ] you still sleep with a nightlight
[ ] you never chew gum or anything in class
[x] you won't go outside in summer w/o applying sunscreen
Total: 4

[ ] you always think big dogs will bite you
[x] you are afraid you'll get cancer or diabetes
[x] you're afraid the ocean because of jellyfish - mostly sharks. ;D
[x] scary stories give you nightmares - sometimes.
[ ] you don't want a pet because you'll be sad when it dies
[ ] you never have and never will ride a horse
[x] you're afraid of some roller coasters
[ ] you would never ask anybody out
Total: 4

[ ] taking hot things out of the oven worries you
[ ] you limit your cell phone use since its bad for your brain
[ ] you always look in the closet before you go to sleep
[ ] you won't go in alleys alone, even in broad daylight
[ ] when you hear people whisper, you always think they're talking about you
[x] if a guy seems to be following you, you make a point to avoid them
[x] you believe in ghosts - and are afraid of them - idont, im just scared of them.
[x] your biggest fear is something abstract, like rejection or failure
Total: 3

0-10 - good job. you are pretty much fearless :]
11-21 - pretty normal.. a couple needless worries :D
22-32 - enough said... stop worrying about everything! :p

:)

2010-01-30T08:19:00.000-08:00

sooo today, we went to Mama Emma & Papa Roger's 50th Wedding Anniversary. :) yaaaay!
me & ate we're like "AWWWWWW"-ing the whole time. cause everything was so heartbreaking, especially their story. :) love story.
Mama emma was 19 and Papa roger was 28 when they got married. (Jan 27 1960) that's a verryyy long time! Mama E's parents didn't like Papa R, they were against them.
But they fought for their love. :] awwwww. Ever since, they never fought about MONEY. Papa R said "Kelangan lang, maging matatag tayo para sa asawa natin. Hindi ba?". tama naman :)
So anyway anyway.... cheesy na. Me, Ate, Ate kat, Ate kis hang out most of the time. ;p
Since nakaupo kami malapit sa salamin (@Max's), nagtrip kme sa mga lalaking dumadaan sa labas. Meron pa ngang lalaki with his girlfriend, tinitignan kme. XD Tapos kinawayan ni ate,
tapos parang tinuturo ni Ate Kis yung tarpolin sa loob XDD Tingin naman yung kuya. :))

tas yun... sobrang satisfied kami sa kinain namin. solong solo naming apat yung Isang bowl ng kare-kare, isang bowl ng Sinigang na Hipon, Isang plato ng banguet (?), Isang plato ng chickeeen! Hooooh.
Grabe ang katakawan. =)) Nakakahiya. Pero mas na excite ako sa dessert. =))) wahahahha. kahit sobrang onte. ;( pssss.
tas yun. picture picture nlang.. tas uwian na. XDDD dito akoo kanila ninang mag overnight. ;)

nag iimprove na ko sa pag ppiano ko. ;] yehh! :PP

_____ (=

Siguro as of now, unti-unti na kong namamanhid.
Ewan ko. Sguro kea ko feel na namamanhid na ko kse naiyak ko na lahat lahat last night. At grabe yung iyak ko na yun ha. Inabot ako ng
ilang minuto kkaiyak. (Hindi naman hagulgol a, over nman yun.xD)
I've learned from my mistakes before, na tlagang importante ang TRUST. hindi pwede yung hinala ka lang ng hinala..
Pero kea nman ako lagi nag hihinala nun dte kse hindi ko nman sya araw araw nakikita at nkakasama.. (past)
Pero yung ngayon? Na nakikita na mismo ng mga mata ko, parang ang hirap.. Pero ayoko kse iconfront sya kse bka isipin nya wala akong tiwala. Hayyy, magulo. Mahirap.
Ayoko lang kse talga sa lhat eh yung inaabuso yung tiwala ko. :( Ansaket kse yung nakikita mo yung mahal mo na parang nag bibigay ng affection or prang binbigyan nea ng halaga yung ibang tao..
Lalo na yung tao na yun, crush nea. OUCH yun dba.. Haaaayyy..

yun..... MAGULO. MASAKET. :))))
eto nlang muna. sakana yung iba. :D

post. ;p

2010-01-28T18:30:00.000-08:00

wew. lately, nagiging baliw na ko. ewan ko ba kung bakit.
tawa nlang ako ng tawa lagi. sbe ng mga kaibigan ko, ako nnman daw umubos ng gamot namin ni Maia. na o-overdose na daw ako. :)) sabog daw ako lagi.
hay josme. =)) bka ipadala na nila ko sa mental. XD haha. RAH RAH AH AH AH! =)))

iba yung nag rereview smen sa Filipino ngayon, si maam Fajutag. first time ko lang sya mkita. akala nga ng classmate ko, nanay na naghahanap ng anak niya e, tas pumasok sa room namin. XD teacher pala. he-he. ansama. :)) mbait nman sya, pero nkakainis kse andami dami nea pang snasbe ayaw nlang kse sbhin yung tamang sagot. di sna ntpos na nmin checkan ung review test nmin. :)) puro sya pasasalamat. akala mo nasa Showtime. haha. XDD nkakaantok din. kea na energize nlang yung class nung recess na. XD

pati yung A.P namin, si maam Bautista. isa pa tong mahilig mag kwento, mala lola basyang ang dating. :))) puro kwento, pero may sense nman yung knekwento nya. maganda nman yun nga lang nkakaantok. one time nga tinignan ko lhat ng kaklase ko since sa harap ako nkaupo that time, lahat sila blanko na itsura. XDD yung iba nag hihikab, yung iba wala bagsak na. yung iba nman onti nlang malalaglag na sa upuan sa sobrang antok. haha :))) kakatuwa. nung nakita ko sila natawa ako, kea tuloy iniisip nila nasisiraan na ko ng ulo. XD hindi nila ko naiintindihan!! XDDD

kea un. to be continued nlang..... ;p

patola.

2010-01-28T17:10:00.000-08:00

K . R . Y

DAILY ROUTINES:

7:00 am - wake up time; brush teeth; look for something to eat.
8:00 am - watch Whose Line Is It anyway?
8:30 am 9:00 am - surf the net.
10:00 am - still surfing the net , change the channel & turn it to Channel'08. (abs-cbn)
10:30 am - still surfing. watching SHOWTIME♥
11:40 am - get ready for school.
12:55 1:00 pm - go to school.
1:15 pm to 7:15 pm - @school. with friends :) studying, doing crazy stuffs, LOLing, walking home with choi. ♥
7:30 pm - HOME! look for dinner, eat. change clothes.
8:15 pm - get some sleep.
10:oo pm - wake up. watch TV (pbb or boys over flowers)
11:00 pm - watch Spongebob Squarepants.
11:30 pm - watch Spongebob & Bleach.
12:00 am - watch Hannah Montana.
1:00 am - surfing the net for a while & watching Shaun The Sheep.
1:30 am 2:00 am - watching Sergeant Keroro.
3:00 am - go to sleep.

HAHAHA. lmfao.

SURVEY MACHINE!

2010-01-27T17:38:00.000-08:00

donghae && kibum :]

bold what applies to your dream boyfriend,
[made by ouchcharlie]

1. brown hair black hair blonde hair red hair

2. tall short same height as you

3. eyebrow piercings snake bites no piercings other

4. tattoos no tattoos

5. skater punk player indie cowboy musician prep jock other

6. shy outgoing in between

7. mellow hyper loud quiet

8. blue eyes brown eyes green eyes

9. wears tight jeans wears normal jeans other

10. converse vans nikes skate shoes other

11. listens to: metal rap indie classic rock country all (a lot of punk though :]) other

12. compliments too much compliments when necessary

13. jokes around all the time jokes when necessary

14. sensitive hides emotion acts tough

15. hobbies: computer music skating sports drawing fishing other

16. loves to hold loves to be held

17. tons of muscles fit skinny chubby

18. pale average tan dark

19. cusses a lot never cusses only cusses around friends

20. wavy hair curly hair straight hair long hair short hair -doesn't matter

ugh.

2010-01-27T10:51:00.000-08:00

EUNHYUK ♥ . RYEOWOOK ♥ . HANKYUNG ♥ . DONGHAE ♥ . KYUHYUN ♥ . LEETEUK ♥♥

Ewan ko ba kung dapat akong mainis or magalit. Hindi ko alam kung dapat ko bang patulan.. But she's too young. At special sya sa taong special saken. :"> uuuuy. hanueba. =))

Hay nako. All I want is a little bit of respect kahit papano. :( Kse ako nman eh marunong rumespeto sa ibang tao. Kahit na di ko kilala syempre.. Pero bt ganun?

Kung makapag husga naman akala mo kilala ka na personally. Kilala ka nga by name, pero hanggang dun lang naman yun ah? Bkit mo ko kelangan husgahan? :-s

Wala nmang taong perpekto dba. Wala nman akong mgawa kung ayaw mo ako for him. Alangan nman iwan ko sya for some stupid reason? dbaaa. :( Alam ko, Im not the perfect one for him. Pero im sure na Im at my best for him. I am doing the best I can for him to be satisfied, content & happy, kse love ko sya. Alam nman nya yan, alam yan ng lahat. Khit lge kong inaaway yan. :(

Sorry kung hindi ako yung ineexpect mo for him. Pero I wont & I cant let him go, no matter what. Sige, papakawalan ko lang sya pag nag yelo na ang impyerno. :]

Hay. Aaminin ko, masakit. Yung parang na reject ka. Sino bang hindi masasaktan dun dba

Pero eto lang talaga, once na sumobra ka na sa pang huhusga mo sken. Sorry, pero kahit mas bata ka pa sakin talagang papatulan na kta. :( Kahit pa special ka skanea. ;( Kelangan ko i-defend ang sarili ko... YUN LANG. ;p

WEW.

THE WHO?? secret! :]

schoolwork.

2010-01-25T16:16:00.000-08:00

ack! school work!!! :( such a pain in the *toooot. :))

hirap talaga pag ktapusan na nga quarter, minamadali na mga bagay bagay. xD kelangan ihabol yan, ipasa to, tapusin yun. hayyyy nkaka stress. XDD

tpos ang dami pang commotion sa school. kamusta naman yun :]] lol.

List of things I need to finish&pass:

1. Values notebook. Aralin 1-9. ; finish & record it.

2. Filipino folder.

3. Science manual. Xerox everything!! x(

4. Mapeh activity.

deadline:: MAMAYA. :)))))) looool.

so far, filipino pa lang ang sure na mapapasa ko. wew.

pero nakita ko na ang final grade ko sa filipino :) at tumaas ng 5 points! yeehhh. hahaha =))

sana di ako matalo sa deal namin ni Vicente. ;( rofl.

AJA AJA HWAIGHTINGGGG!

s u r v e y xx3

2010-01-24T17:20:00.000-08:00

donghae, love

( survey by goldenamore, keep tag on )
Bold what is true about you.

--

I took a picture on my cell phone camera today.
I have kissed someone under the stars before.
I love the sound of the ocean waves.
I don't mind spiders.
I hate when people cake on a ton of makeup.
I am moving out of my current residence soon.
I've been in a verbal fight of some sort today.
I wish I were more organized.
I am extremely athletic.
I love to cook.
I feel like there is never anything in my fridge/cupboards.
My room is the smallest room in the house.
I wish it was the summer season.
I hate the taste of water.
I drink a lot of pop/soda per day.
I feel like I'm always tired.
I've never done any drugs before.
I am addicted to chapstick.
I'm wearing something pink at the moment.
Little kids tend to annoy me.
I don't have a lot of respect for elders.
My parents expect the highest of me at all times.
I don't try my hardest when it comes to school/college.
I'm a saver compared to a spender.
I have a problem with buying things that I don't need.
I love looking at photographs from when I was a child.
There is an ice skating rink near my house.
I've never been to a live sporting event.
I don't like playing sports.
I have horrible coordination.
I'm not very good when it comes to math.
I've been in a school play.
If someone else throws up, I throw up.
I've had braces before.
I have more than three scars on my body.
I'd like to get a tattoo or I have one.
My hair is short.
I wear pajama pants all of the time.
I'm attending college.
My mom/dad has a Facebook account.
I own a laptop computer.
When I don't feel like dealing with people, I turn my phone off.
Someone called my cell phone today.
I enjoy holiday movies more than other movies.
There is a movie coming out tomorrow that I want to see.
I am looking forward to Valentine's Day.
I've had a cold this winter.
I ate a salad today.
When I was a child, I enjoyed playing doctor.
I watched the People's Choice Awards last night.

iloveyou, forever. :)

2010-01-24T03:56:00.000-08:00

DON'T GO. STAY WITH ME, PLEASE?

i love you..

so forget about all of that bullshit-ness below. i was so mad & hurt that's why i said those stuffs. but Im fine now. :) we're fine. thank God.

sooo yea, im here at ninang's house & im all by myself. they went to the hospital to visit ate Eica's lola. :] i decided not to come along cause im too shy, lol. so anyway, just playing mi apps on facebook & enjoying it. btw, add me ;* caixclusive1@ymail.com . Browsing stuffs on the net. SUE THE SIGNIN-LOCK. grrr. lmfao. oh btw, im gonna tell you a tinie-little secret. haha. :D

I think someone cant control her/his insecurities. ;O woaaah. In short, someones copying me. Well, not really copying y'know, parang she/he 's copying my style. Ok sometimes, she copy some of my junks. If you know what I mean. && It's a piss-off. But you know, I dont wanna confront her/him cause that would be rude, right? So anyway. If you know who you are, stop it. ;) Cause once you get pass on the line, its ON! :D hahaha. I'll be a bad bitch if I have to. So watch out. :* xoxo.

CHOI,

if you're reading this... I love you :) so much.

& when i tell you i love you, it means forever. ;*

kasalanan ko ba? :(

2010-01-23T22:02:00.000-08:00

hindi ko alam na hindi pala lahat ng tao may karapatang
magalit. :(

ang alam ko normal lang sa tao, lalo na sa mga babae ang magtampo.

it was never my intention to hurt you. ayokong nasasaktan kita, yun ang totoo. pero kung may mga nagagawa akong bagay na nakakasakit sayo, SORRY. hindi ko yun sinasadya. ayokong saktan ka kse takot akong mawala ka.

pero jan sa ginawa mo. na humingi ka ng opinion ng iba, sobrang nasaktan ako. as in sobra talaga. ;( na parang okay lang sayo na masaktan ako. parang wala kang paki sa nararamdaman ko. gusto mo pa ngang ipabasa sken yung WORST na sagot nila db? alam mo ba kung gano kasaket yun? :( tpos prang gusto mo pang sundin yung mga snasbe nila...

HINDI NA TAMA yung sa iba nakasalalay yung relasyon nten, na sila yung nag didisesyon pra sayo. Kse ako, hindi ko kelangan ng opinion ng iba. Kaya kong magdisesyon para sa sarili ko. Hindi ako papasok sa isang relasyon kung hindi ko kayang maging INDEPENDENT.

Oo, nakikinig ako sa mga advice ng mga kaibigan ko. Sinusunod ko yung iba dun, kse alam ko ang TAMA sa MALI.

na-guilty ako kse nasaktan kta. :( pero doble dun yung gnawa mo sken. hndi ako mkapag sorry sayo kht gustong gusto ko na mag sorry kse hindi ko alam kung alam mong nasasaktan mo ko ng sobra. Gusto mong intindihin kita, pero pano kita iintindihin kung ako nga eh hindi mo naiintindihan? :(

HIRAP, SOBRA.

lolskyy.

2010-01-22T06:43:00.000-08:00

this picture is pretty. :) i really love this.

Ngayong alam ko ng binabasa nya ang blog ko. I wont brag about him too much na. Bigla akong nahiya. :)) AHAHAHA. gagskyyy.

So anyway, today was good.
Late uli kami at nasaraduhan ng gate ni Maam Sugui. 8- Pero nkaabot nman sa Math Review nmen, si sir Dario na uli yung teacher nmen. :)
Filipino's not bad. Mejo inantok lang ako at nabagot. Tapos recess. Naudlot yung AGAWAN BASE namin. :( Bka kse absenan nnman kme ni Maam AP. BOOOSET. XD
Tapos yun, nag aral lang kami the WHOLE DAY. :))) Puro review, test, review, test.

HIGHEST AKO SA ENGLISH. ;)
Bumabawi nnman ako. Nung 1stgrading top notcher ako, tas nung 2nd bumaba. Pero etoo nnman, nag LEVEL UP ako. hahaha. =)) I recieved 20pesos from Sir Rubio for being highest on our test. :) Ang saya diba. :]
I SO LOVE ENGLISH. ♥♥

tapos yun, nkasagutan ule sila ANABELLE FEELINGERA. =))
Ate nman kse, mag maganda daw ba? XDDD
Sows. We wont stoop down to your level. & We're not gonna waste our time just for some lowlifes. LOLOLOLOL.

ayun.
-- I'll be sleeping @ my tita's house tonight. Para din sa piano lessons ko. :) Yieee. :P

;; ♥

2010-01-21T17:47:00.000-08:00

Hyukiee & Sungminiee ♥

Friday Morning. :)

I love you, I have loved you all along. && I miss you, been far away for far too long. I keep dreaming you'll be with me & you'll never go. Stop breathing if I dont see you anymore;;

-- i miss this song. :) FAR AWAY by NICKELBACK. this reminds me of my gradeschool days. :) aaaaaah. LOL

so yea, today's just a review day. FCKYOU MAAM AP! YOU SUCK! YOU'RE NOT EVEN A GOOD TEACHER! BOOOOOO!
I hate her. Errrrrgh!

Btw, Please help me to fix my blog. I dont know how to activate the COMMENT BUTTON. heeheee. thanks! :D

surveymachine. (;

2010-01-18T09:34:00.000-08:00

wo ai ni :*

who is the most adorable person you know?:
my Choi. ;p

would you rather have a digital or old school clock?:
old school is nice. :)

acoustic or hardcore music?:
acoustic. i'm not much for hardcore :]

do you think you have to be skinny to be "pretty"?:
no :j lame.

is there someone you're thinking of right now?:
now that you said it, yes.

ever seen a shooting star?:
no. haha.

what is the most amazing thing that you've experienced?:
lots of things. XD

have you ever been called short?:
nope. :)

what about tall?:
yes. :D

can you do a backflip?:
no.

do you have any goals in the near future?:
sure

was there ever a day where you thought you looked really hot?:
haha. yeahh :)) lol.

do you think it's cool to make clothing out of weird items?:
no. tacky is what i call it ;)

would you ever wear a tuxedo?:
haha. NO!

would you consider being a penguin for a day?:
i'd love that! :D

do dogs bother you at all?:
sometimes. :) but I love dogs.

is it enjoyable to waste the day away?:
yea, sometimes.

did you used to or still have a Gameboy?:
i never had one, i think. not sure. but I have a psp. :)

do you like a particular kind of car?:
Yes. Those sportcars that reallyy looks HOT. && I'd go for a chevrolet or a RUF car.

is whip cream delicious to you?:
sometimes.

do you like anything sour?:
sour tapes. :)

what about your coffee?:
Yes. W/ cream on it.

do you believe that everyone has a soulmate?:
maybe.

ever rocked out in a car?:
YES! XD

what concert would you go to, if you had the chance?:
a SuperJunior concert. :)

are you looking forward to tomorrow?:
yes. :]

would you rather have the filling or the crust of a pie?:
both.

have you ever tried to get someone to ask you out?:
yes. :P

do you feel lonely right now?
nah.

cake or the frosting?:
neither. cake i guess.

can you easily feel your ribs?:
yep

is there a song stuck in your head?:
Yep. Miserable at Best - Mayday Parade

do you like lipgloss?:
love it! :]

do you think people are more beautiful with or without makeup?:
depends.

favorite eye color?:
gray.

are you scared of sharks?:
yeah

been hiking in the forest?:
that's stupid, no.

do you own a pair of boots?:
ugg boots, yeah. before. :)

let's fight for our right to love.

2010-01-16T09:34:00.000-08:00

haaaa. ive got nothing to post about the happenings on this day, cause it was lame. booo!
I cant wait for monday :) They said that We'll take our exams on that day, im not really sure cause our teacher didn't tell us anything about it, except for our mapeh teacher. Kse nga dba we just had reviews last thursday & friday so 5 subjects lang kmi. So anyway,

What im excited about is I got to spend more time with my Choi (i wish), kse he told me all about this. Na sna daw mas makasama nya ko ng matagal kse exam nman sa monday". aww. i just love him :] If there's one song that I can relate to about our relationship it would be this;;

Nobody wanna see us together, but it dont matter no cause I got you babe.
- DontMatter,Akon :) I love this song. supah!

So yea, let's all just pray that I got to spend more time with my Choi.
&& for all those who'll take their exams like us, goodluck! :)

TRUE friends and FAKE friends.

2010-01-15T09:02:00.000-08:00

whew. today was just our review day for our NAT. every thursdays & fridays is review day for the sophomores at RMCHS.
im really exhausted today. we didn't attend AP review (me&some close friends) cause we enjoyed playing "AGAWAN BASE" too much at the court. LOL.
so yeah. nothing much to say.

so me & my friends had a fight (not a real fight ha, if you know what i mean). I really dont have a problem with my friends, kse sanay na akong ganun sila. Pero this girl, ELAIZA, I cant take her attitude. DAYUMM!
She said na, nagpapahiya daw ako ng tao, na plastik ako, blah blah blah! Fine, plastik na kung plastik diba. :-j Hindi nman ako namamlastik kung hindi plastik yung tao sken. :)) Duh.
I dont really care what she say, I know who I am & I wont change a thing about me pwera nlang kung alam kong nkkasaket na ko ng tao sa gnagawa ko.
& dun sa "nagpapahiya" portion.. Hndi nman sya yung napahiya? Sya pa nga tong mahilig magpahiya sken. :)) Pero I said sorry naman dun kay Maia (one of my BESTREALfriend), Alam ko nman na nsaktan ko sya. Aaminin ko, myabang tlga ko minsan.

So anyway, I reall dont like her anymore. I wont swallow my pride for her.
I dont exist just to please somebody. & That somebody isnt even worth it to be pleased, damn. :-j
Siguro i-eh-F.O ko na sya. (FRIENDS-OVER)

Napahiya din kse ako ng onti kay Choi ko.
He was there nung nag oopen forum kme. hayssss.

Sorry guys,
if hndi mkapag comment dto. I will try to fix it. :)
Pero if you'd like to leave a comment, just post it on my tagboard, tnx.

xoxo.
currently watching;
Sergeant Keroro. :)

"I treated you like a sister, but you fcking blew everything up."

s a r a n g :]

2010-01-14T09:33:00.000-08:00

01. When is your birthday - in winter, spring, summer, or fall?
summer, but it's on July. So i think its on a rainy season.

02. Would you pass up a billion dollars to stay with the one you love (if you don’t have a significant other, pretend you do)?
yes baby :)

03. You MUST pick (no, "neither" bullshit please): Dying by being run over by a train or being thrown from the top of the Eiffel Tower?
Oh WOW, I think being hit by a train would kill me faster (hopefully) so that.

04. Who’s the most overrated celebrity of them all (yes, I know they’re all overrated - but pick ONE)?
those HSM kids. ugh. wanna bomb them all. :))

05. Are you currently on a desktop or laptop?
laptop. :]

06. What do you wear the most - sneakers, flats, heels, boots, or do you just go barefoot?
sneakers and flats. :)

07. What’s better - short sleeve tops or tanks?
short sleeve.

08. Black, blue, or red ink?
Black.

09. Do you smoke? If so, what brand?
Not really.

10. Boyshorts or thongs?
Boyshorts.

11. Do you sometimes splurge on expensive, sexy lingerie?
no. lol ;p

12. What’s your favorite food group?
Meat, haha. Or veggies.

13. Don’t you just LOVE sushi?
yea.. always loved them.

14. Or are you one of those pansies who thinks raw fish is gross and will continue to say it’s disgusting when they’ve never tried it?
naaah.

15. Do you have any younger siblings?
No.

16. If you walked in on your husband/wife/boyfriend/girlfriend/important significant other cheating on you - how would you react?
Knock the bitch out.

17. Are you part of the Itty Bitty Titty Committee?
NO! :))

18. How old were you when you lost your virginity?
still a V, btch. ;p

19. Does your oven have a timer on it?
Yeah.

20. What’s better - Lays or Pringles?
Lays.

21. What annoys you the most about modern technology?
Probably the fact that it always seems to be updating itself. As soon as you get something new, something even newer comes out. <- Worrrd. <--Couldn't have said it better myself.

22. Girls: Do you prefer your men with scruff, or clean shaven? Guys: Do you prefer your chicks with long hair, short hair, or somewhere in between?]
clean shaven. ;)

23. Do you turn around when someone yells "HEY!!!" even if you’re not sure if they’re referring to you or someone else?
yea, sometimes. haha

2010-01-13T18:11:00.000-08:00

<-- Kamille & Me :) [recess]

ack! HEARTBREAK ;( Is he cheating on me? :( NO NONONONO! :( Arrrr.

~ drama.

yaaay. im starting to love bleach :) go go ichigo go! =)) weird.

so today we're just gonna have some Reviews for the NAT test, I think. not so sure.

I always watch Boys Over Flowers @ abs-cbn. that's why im always puyat. =)) i didn't have the chance kse to watch that nung una palang sya pinalabas.

&& There's this show on GMA :: Queen Seon-Deok. (is the spelling right?)

I think I know this show, this is were TEUKIE, love. is on the set of the show & interviewing some casts & give those casts a challenge. I forgot the name of the show he is MC-ing. haha. :P

so yea. im learning HANGGUL online. :)

it's pretty hard y'know.

haha.

--next post?

tomorrow nlang. :*

xoxo.

lalalala ;p~

2010-01-11T11:55:00.000-08:00

wew. it's almost 4am, i'll be getting ready later for the MOCK TEST. and I havent got no sleep ;(
puhooo.
too early nman kse. :)) whatever. so yesterday, last night actually. was SUCH an exhausting day. all we did is walk and walk and walk.. damn! our TLE student teacher's a pain in the ass, cause we're a pain in her ass. =)) lololol.
I saw Choi on mapeh time, I didnt attend mapeh. so lazy. He approached at me with his eyes locked on mine. His eyes are like this --> (~.~) it's like his eyes aren't open. :)) hahaha.
He asked me "Kumain ka na?".. && I was like "Oo." while walking away from him. :P He scares me sometimes. :))

We went home early, not that early. We dont have to attend our last subject cause its uwian na nga. Choi was waiting outside for me :D yeee. (I know, all of my post are pretty much about him. Cause I love him nga kse. ;p)
So we walked home with my friends. My friends are so chaka! :)) They keep on telling "Muka kayong t*nga. Pra kayong di mag boyfriend. Holding hands nman jan! Dpat may goodbye kiss din." CHAKALORE! XDD

I was sooo embarassed. :)) So we moved on nalang, me & choi. My friends were at the kanto of our street, WATCHING. How cool is that huh? :p
Choi told me "Pagbigyan mo na ksi sila." Isa pa tong chaka. =))
So there... Hindi na kme nag usap, cause Im inside our house na agad.

_____ ^^.
there's this neew SUJU song I watched on CHANNEL V (plug)
the title is S.E.O.U.L , its new right? right? featuring SNSD :)
Hyunnie is so cute there. & Of course my EETEUK and DONGHAE :] lalalovveee.
lool.

Mejo bitin na pag nag post ako. Npapagod na ko eh. XDD

xoox.

another survey --

2010-01-10T01:33:00.000-08:00

What's the first letter of the boy's name you like?
C :) Stands for choi. <3

What's the one thing you're looking forward to the most?
nothing, lately.

What state would you like to live in?
Philippines is fine. Wanna stay in Korea or Japan or maybe in U.S.A with my lola. :)

What country would you visit?
We'll be visiting HongKong this year, but I wanna visit Korea. :]

What kind of dog do you want?
chao chao. :)

Do you already have a name for it?
hmm. if it's a girl, i'll name her buttercup.

Do you already have your kids names picked out?
not yet.

Do you think you'll find someone to marry you?
i hope so.. i wish Choi could be my last. :)

Do you think you need to change something about yourself?
as of now, none.

What time is it right now?
5:37.

Do you think making out is slutty..even if it's with someone you just met?
depends

What is your cell phone company?
smart. :D

How old will you be in 2 years?
ughhhh.

Do you think you will be living at home with your parents still?
yes.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
that's ridiculous. i really don't get people who believe in it. please be fucking realistic.

Do you make wishes at 11:11?
nope.

Would you like to fall in love in the next year?
i would like to fall in love with the same guy :) and i wish i could fall in love with him for the rest of my life. -- cheesy.

What do you want to go for college?
tourism. :)

What woke you up today?
my senses. :DD

The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you do?
i'll be like, wtf?

Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
yea..

Light hair or dark hair in the opposite sex?
dark hair.

Are you currently frustrated with a girl/boy?
naaah.

Do you miss anyone?
yes

How is your hair right now?
nice.

What is tomorrow?
monday, ugh.

Last person you rode in a car with?
family.

Do you mind sleeping on the floor?
well, yeah.

Can you imagine yourself getting married?
yes. ;D aaaaaah, the feeling.

Do you have a phone?
yeah.

Do you text your fingers off?
no.

Do you watch the news?
rarely.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
yea.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
yea, cause I got him :)

What do you do when you need to relax?
chill in front of the computer like a no-life, haahha.

What bed did you sleep in last night?
mine.

sundaee. :)

2010-01-09T19:11:00.000-08:00

<-- Hyunnie & Teukiee :)

it's sunday morning. i dont wanna do much today. :))
mock nat test is on tuesday, && im not sure if im ready. i wont be able to see my Choi on that day. :( I really miss him so badly.
Im planning to be much more sweeter with him if he cant do that to me. He's too shy. I dont know what's wrong with him =))
So yea, Im adding new links here on my blog. && Im blog hopping. :D

this BIGBANG song; KOE WO KIKASETE

is stuck on my head for days. I really ♥ it so much.

haha.

i'll try to post more often.

xoxo.

picture of the day :]

2010-01-09T00:04:00.000-08:00

Shindong oppa, Eunhyuk oppa, Ryeowookiee, Teukie oppa ♥

니가 좋은 이유 (Why I Like You) - SUJU ♥

2010-01-08T23:51:00.000-08:00

TV를 켜면 들리는 세상 얘기들은 어깨를 처지게 우울하게 해도
오늘 아침 그대 아주 맑은 목소리는 I do I do I do yeah-

날 완벽하게, 내가 살아가게, 나를 웃게 하는 단 하나의 이유 yeah-
그대가 있다는 것 yeah-

*그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해 사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 가만히 가만히 내 눈을 보며 웃을 때 나도 웃게 돼 니가 좋은 이유

많고 많은 사람들 나를 몰라줘도 어깨를 쫙 펴게 더 자신있게 해줄
나의 단 한 사람 사랑하는 내 사람 My U My U My U yeah-

처음보다 좀더, 어제보다 좀더, 오늘은 더 그대를 더 사랑하게 된 이유 girl-
우리 둘의 비밀 yeah-

*그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해 사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 내옆에 내옆에 다가와 내게 기댈 때 힘을 얻게 돼

다정한 미소, 섹시한 눈빛, 엉뚱한 얘기 날씨 바뀌듯 때론 짐작도 할 수 없어 yeah-
있는 그대로 꾸미지 않는 사랑스러운 나의 그대가 너야, 나의 그대가 너야 yeah-

*그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해 사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 가만히 가만히 내 눈을 보며 웃을 때 나도 웃게 돼 니가 좋은 이유

그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해 사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 내옆에 내옆에 다가와 내게 기댈 때 힘을 얻게 돼 니가 좋은 이유

~credits to mnet.com

s u r v e y . :)

2010-01-07T17:53:00.000-08:00

DONGHAE, love(:

I ran out of yesungiee's pics. ;p

Section One:

Do you wear pants on hot days?
No. :)))

Is it stupid to wear a long sleeved shirt with shorts?
Yeah. XD

If you wore white pants, would you wear white underwear?
Yea, i guess.

Could you comfortably wear high heels?
Yes. But I dont usually wear high heels. Flops only. :D

Section Two:

Are you close to your family?
Sort of.

Do you hang out with your grandparents?
No.

Is there a certain cousin who you tend to talk to a lot?
They're too young.

Have you ever gone on a family vacation?
Yep.

Does your family think positively of you?
ha. they all think i'm hateful and bitchy. i just have a low bull-shit tolerance :))

Section Three:

How often do you do something with friends?
depends ;)

Are you friends with a lot of people?
Yes.

Which of your friends is the MOST like you?
Kamille. :]

Have you ever felt left out by friends?
No. :)

Where is the best place to hang out?
Anywhere.

Section Four:

Which is worse: drugs, alcohol, or tobacco?
Drugs.

Have you ever taken part in any of the three?
Alcohol. :P

Should marijuana be legal (cliche, I know)?
i'm not gonna use you either way ;p

Have your parents ever been drunk/high in front of you?
Drunk, yes.

Section Five:

Is there such a thing as a "virgin whore?"
yeah. and i know a few :))))

Define sexy in your own words:
only physically attractive XD

Section Six:

What colors do you think are good for a wedding?
Pink. White. Sky Blue.

Outside or Inside wedding?
Both. :P

How many people is too many people?
whatever. as long as you feel comfortable with how many's there.

A crazy keg reception or a romantic and fun reception?
romantic and fun :)

What flavor of cake?
not sure .

Section Seven:

Childbirth: Natural or C-Section?
probably natural. i don't want a scar on my tummy ;]

How many mini you's do you want?
1 or 2.

Would you be a picture-obsessed mom?
haha. i would :))

A boy or a girl? Or the stereotypical "one boy and one girl?"
The stereotypical. :]

Which sex has the cutest clothes?
girls! :)

January 6 2010;;

2010-01-06T18:47:00.000-08:00

YESUNG && EUNHYUK oppa. :D

Everything's the same.

(READ THE POST BELOW THIS) :DD Lol.

We cut classes on tle. Haha. Played too much kse in the court with the boys. haha.

So yea... It was a pretty dumb day.

SONG OF THE DAY;;

untouched - the veronicas

Wag mong isipin na natitiis kita. ;( Nasasaktan lang talaga kse akoo...

January 5 2010;;

2010-01-05T08:34:00.000-08:00

this wasn't a good day at all. it's hell day for me. lmfao.
AP sucks. MATH sucks. We wrote a soooper long lecture in FILIPINO. RECESS was exhausting.
VALUES sucks && our teacher sucks. SCIENCE was pretty good.. we checked our diagnostic test from yesterday, but my kerokeroppi fan ran out of batteries ;( & it was pretty hot. ENGLISH sucks, I got double 0 (zero) on our quiz or seatwork, whatever that is. Err, what a bummer!

Even getting home SUCKS! Girls keep on flaunting with Choi, and its really irritating. So I went home alone, well not really. Choi was following me.. But I didnt talked to him, I went straight inside our house. But he waited outside.. So I have to deal with him & make him go home.. BLA BLA BLA. So yea, we had a fight. Not really a fight. But im pretty mad at him. :(
I've been irritated by him... UGH! So he keeps on calling me.. but I didnt answer my phone. This day really sucks!

So I have to deal with everything tomorrow.
Whatever floats my boat, im gonna do it.
AJA FIGHTING!

pic of the day;
YESUNG & EUNHYUK. of superjunior(:

Before school.

2010-01-03T18:37:00.000-08:00

YESUNGIEE♥

One hour to go :) && I'll be attending school again. HAHA.

Watching SHOWTIME. I love this show. ;]

Currently addicted to korean songs. Specially SUJU BIGBANG SS501 SHINEE TVXQ .♥

haha. bye. =)))

Quote of the Day;;

You're not a single star. You're my whole damn sky. :)

January 3 2010;;

2010-01-03T01:54:00.000-08:00

Yesung Oppa. :D / superjunior;;

his pics will be posted this week.

Waaaaaa. We have classes na tomorrow. ;(

Pero it's okay, i'll be able to see my CHOI nman. Haha. At may baon na. :DD

I didn't get what I want. FCCCK! >:(

What a piss off.

Past or Present?

2010-01-02T17:56:00.000-08:00

I didn't see this one coming. :

I have always loved him.. but this time, that LOVE isn't the same like before. His goodbye's torn my heart and left a scar..

HE, my current. Patched all my wounds, he taught me how to love again. HE made me forget about HIM, he was everything I ever wanted. He's my dream guy. :)

But there's still something missing... I need caress. I never tought that I'd miss HIS(my past) caring heart.. ;( He understands me.. He knows if Im getting mad or what.

Okay.. BACK TO REALITY.

See, my ex boyfriend's getting back at me.. But I refused to. I love my boyfriend, && I'll never ever leave his side. But I cant stop thinking about our past, how he took good care of me. He really did. He was always there for me, no matter what. & I cant stop comparing him to my boyfriend... I know, I should give my boyfriend a chance. A chance to prove hiself. Im too scared to open up to him, I dont know why. I cant tell my secrets to him, I cant tell my problems to him, I cant even tell what Im really feeling. :(

IM STRESSED. lol

Quote Of The Day;;

Part of me just want to find the right words to hurt you,

the same way you hurt me.

HAPPY NEWYEAR!

2009-12-30T23:15:00.000-08:00

Happy NewYear everyone(:

have a happy 2010 people!

lovelotsss.

xoxoxo. ♥

HAPPY MONTHSARY CHOI CUNTAPAY(:

iloveyousomuch[1] :*